Learn To Fly

~~~Mikey's POV~~~ "Mmmm that was so good baby." I heard come from the angel beside me. "Round two?" I questioned. "No not now Mikes I'm tired." Dammit. "Okay. Here ill carry you to your room."

"Actually. Can i sleep with you tonight?"

"You know you dont even have to ask" i cooed.

"Yay." She yawned. She laid down facing me, and i wrapped my arms around her small frame.

"Mikey?" Fin whispered.
"Yes love?"
"Do you love me?" I was shocked
"Fin i'd be crazy not to. Im fucking insane about you." I released.
"I-I love you too Mikey."

"Fin?" I realized we never made it official.
"Yes Mikey."
Will you be my mine and only mine?" She smiled
"Of course." She replied.

And with that we both fell into a deep sleep.

~~~Frank's POV~~~

What the fuck have I done? I just fucked Panda. What the hell? I dont even love her. She technically my fucking daughter what the hell?!?! I love Mattie not her. God i fucked up. Why did i even do that?! Oh thats right i took fucking oxycotton. Fuck this. I turned on the TV to clear my mind.

I turned it to VH1 and they were having a special about MCR. Dammit. I turned the channel to HBO and Game Of Thrones was on. "My lucky day." I chuckled to myself. After an hour or two of cursing at myself and the TV I decided to take a shower. I padded over to the bathroom and stood in front of the mirror.

I was disgusted with what i was seeing. I officially hate myself. If a pig who cant just stick with one girl. I don't deserve Mattie. I snapped myself out of the trance and stripped off my clothes. I turned the shower on and made the water so hot it would burn me. It was the only way i could inflict pain on myself without leaving suspicious scars.

I slowly stepped into the shower as the scorching water burned my skin. I hissed in pain and flinched a bit but i moved further under the stream. I began to lather my body with my Irish Spring body wash and cleansed myself if todays impurities. I felt so disgusting. I scrubbed and scrubbed at my skin until it hurt.

I didn't even notice that i was crying. I simply lost all control and fell to the floor of the shower and sobbed violently. After like 30 minutes of heart wrenching sobs a knock came from the door followed by a sweet muffled voice. "Frank? Baby are you okay?" Mattie called. Just hearing her voice made me cry even harder.

I heard the door click and i knew that she had walked in. I tried to cover myself as best as possible. "Frank? What the hell is wrong? What happened? Are you okay? HOLY SHIT! The water is scolding hot!" She screamed as she turned the water off. I just shook my head as tears kept streaming down my pathetic face.

"Here baby." She said whilst wrapping a towel around me. "Frankie get dried and dressed. When your done come to my room so we can talk about this okay?" She asked but it sounded more like a command. I just pitifully nodded like the little bitch I am. She walked out and closed the door.

I stood up and walked out into my room. I slipped into a pair of boxers and sweat pants. I stepped out into the hall and made my way to Mattie's room. I knocked and heard her say come in. I slowly walked in and closed the door behind me. She looked up from her phone and gave me a look of pity. She motioned for me to sit and i complied.

"Frank. Tell me what happened."

Notes

Heya! Sorry it took me so damned long to update. Been busy with my other storys. Kinda a filler chapter. Hope you like it. Check out my new story 'Extra Credit Love."•
So long and good night my lovely creatures•
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