The Light Behind Your Eyes

"I think she called them Halos.." My heart sank as soon as he said it.
"Frank, you have stop taking them." I stated.
"W-why? What's wrong? What's going to happen?" His stomach sank. His guilt rose.
"It's really hard to explain, Frank." I sighed. He squeezed my hand tight. They were making stronger already.
"Tell me." He commanded.

I sighed again, slightly out of fear. "They're pills demons made to control and completely brainwash an Angel's person, making them think the worst of their Angel."The light came back and we both jumped. He eased himself when he saw me. "Once the person has taken the pill for about a month, the demon can basically do whatever they want with you and whatever it takes to get them back to the Middle, even if it means death."

Frank's face sank as I explained more about the drug. "But she told me, e-everything w-would be okay..." He said quietly, shaking his head slowly. He looked up at me with blurry eyes. "She promised Gee. She promised it would all stop. I trusted her, she was the only one there and I-..." A tear fell from his eye, cutting through his pale, flawless skin.

I cupped his cheek and his head landed into it. "I'm sorry, Gerard." He let his head fall.
"Don't be sorry. It wasn't your fault, not to mention your choice. You-"
"But it is!" He snapped. Tears fell from his eyes again and his body shook as he started to sob. "The nightmares kept getting worse each night and.." He sighed and trailed off.
"What did you do?" I said, trying to be as gentle as I could.

He hesitated at first. "I told her... I told her that, that I wanted to forget everything. I wanted to forget my mom. I wanted to forget everything I felt when she died. I wanted to forget what it was like to miss someone, because I didn't want to think of her anymore. I wanted to forget making you go home and not coming with me. I wanted to forget you. Forget the you that came to me in my nightmares and fucked with my head. I wanted it all to go away. I wanted to forget it all, even you..."

My heart sank and broke into two. "Is that what you want, Frank?" I sighed.
"No..." He paused and sat up, shaking his head as he spoke. "No Gerard.. Not now..."
My heart was breaking and so was his. I was speechless. All I felt like I could do, was just breathe, hardly at that. My whole body was numb and I felt myself shatter.
"Gerard?" He asked weakly through his tears. "Please. Just say something." He pleaded. I tried but although my mind was on hyper drive, my voice had no control. "I'm sorry. I-I didn't know what to do or think. I just-"
"Frank." I sighed. "It's not your fault you felt that way. It's mine." He looked up at m, innocently just like Monroe. "That day, when Helena finally came, I should have ignored your signals and should have gone with my heart. I'm sorry. I-" I was interrupted by Frank's sweet, warm lips. I smiled and kissed him back softly and was returned with a kiss harder than before. Our hands searched each others bodies, just like we did four months ago in Frank's kitchen.

His hands ran up my back and stopped when he touched a feather that stuck out from my skin. "What?" His lips lingered on mine as he broke away. "What is that?" He tugged on it, making me let out a sigh of pain, and very little pleasure.
"I got my wings. Don't pull." I said, panting slightly. He nodded and melted back into me. I pushed myself into his neck. I kissed and sucked on his neck as hard as I could. I loved the taste of his skin, and the sounds he made when I took each nibble. He sighed my name and tilted his head back.

I tried laying him down, but was quickly pushed down on my back, laying on his bed and feeling his hands move up and down my body. He straddled himself on top of me kissing my waistline up as he pulled off my shirt.

I looked up at him as he bit his lip and smiled. "Looks like someone missed me." I smirked as my eyes moved down his body, to the bulge. He blushed and nodded. He leaned into my neck, sucking as hard as he could and nibbling at my ear.

My body thrusted into his as we took off our pants. I moaned every time I felt him touch me through our boxers. He grabbed my leg and wrapped it around his waist. I tilted my head back softly as his lips went down my neck again. My hands slipped into his boxers, grabbing ahold of his thighs and digging my nails into his milky skin.
"Gee.." He moaned softly as my hands rubbed his thighs, teasing him of moving upward. He then bit my neck, harder than before.
"Fuck..." I moaned louder than I thought. He smirked and kept biting. His hands moved down my body and my hands moved closer to him.
"Oh my fuck.." He groaned as my hands brushed against him. He shivered with pleasure.
"Awe, you're shivering. You must be cold. Why are so cold though? Maybe I should warm you up?" I smirked as I slowly touched him. His body grinded harder into mine.

"Please.. Gee." He whined. I slid off his boxers and pinned him down.
"Still cold, Iero?" he nodded as I stroked him softly. "Say it."
"Yes... Yes.. Oh fuck..." He groaned again, tilting his head back and slightly arching his back. I sped up a little and teased his head by using the tip of my tongue.
"Oh come on Iero, you can do better than that." I smirked again as I teased more and more.
"Yes! Fuck Yes! Gerard!" He yelled, arching his back up higher. I smirked and was again, quickly pinned, my hand still stroking him.

He moved down my body with his tongue. His tongue swirled around my stomach and kissed my hips, leaving a trail of goosebumps along my body. He started to pull down my boxers with his teeth, never breaking eye contact with me. He stopped and came back up when I started stroking harder, and faster.
"Oh god, Gee... I think... " He panted as he grinded into me. "Fuck Gee..."

I slowed down as I felt precum, seep into my hand. "Fuck! Oh God!" Frank moaned as he came. He laid on top of me, leaving hot, heavy breaths to trace the crook of my neck.

"Gerard?"
"Iero?"
"Why did you find me?"
"Because, I was made to."
"They, why am I still sleeping?"

I woke up, my chest feeling a little lighter. I immediately sat up, wherever I was and started up again. I felt light as my wings spread across my body. Black feathers fell loosely a I stretched.
I smiled and sighed as I thought of Frank's tug of my feather. "Wake up, Frank. I'm coming for you.."

Notes

I'm such a smut...
Just kitten..
I suck at it, I know.
But yeah.
I luh you
Stay Ugly