Found Another Way

" i was so stupid to believe he could love a girl like me. ow" i had token out the blade i keep hidden in my boot and started cutting. i don't usually cut, but whenever i want to relieve any anger, i turn to the blade. i hadn't done it in a while, so it felt worse. i cut 1 line down the middle, and 3 going across. my cousin told me to do that when she was going through her emo phase. when i was finished, i cleaned up the blood and just stared at myself in the mirror. suddenly, i heard something moving outside. somebody was listening to me cut.

i was about to punch the creep, when i saw it was mikey. " hey" i barely stuttered this out when he was already grabbing my wrist. it hurt, so i had to pull back and hide it. " Blanca, i know what you saw, but believe me when i say this: she kissed me. i would never cheat in a relationship, ok? i'm so sorry." i didn't know whether to believe him, so i decided he needed to feel shitty.

" it's fine mikey. you and i weren't meant to work anyway. if you want to be with Sarah, go ahead. i kinda saw this going downhill anyway" " so, your calling it off?" "i guess" he looked so heartbroken, so i had to leave. he grabs my hand before i go and says " fine" he looked so empty after that. i guess that means i had to make a plan for him to feel what i felt.

we catch up with the rest of the family, and we ride a couple more rides before having to drive to house of blues for their show. in the car i tell frank what happened, and he smiles at me and says " your just a little devil aren't you?" " i really am"

we high five and watch as mikey just stares at me in the car. i didn't even look at him once.

Notes

holy crap! alot of updates to come like, today!!!