Found Another Way

no. not her. anybody but her. why did she have to come back into his life?! he won't fall for her again will he?

" Sarah, its so nice to see you." "same here, how have you been?" they start talking for what seems like forever and frank just pulls me away. i swear to god i could just cry right now. he can clearly tell to. " go to the bathroom and meet us at the Ferris wheel." i do what he says and run like hell. i can already feel the tears coming down my face.

i make it to the bathroom and look at myself in the mirror. i look red and puffy, like someone just punched me in the face. i start to pace and count to ten like mom showed me, and i finally calm down. mom. i remember what she told me about guys and heart break. don't let them get to you.you have to defeat all your demons and nonbelievers. she was the one to get me into mcr. i go back out to the Ferris wheel, and then i just stop in my tracks. at the top of the wheel, i see Sarah kissing mikey.

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Mikey's P.O.V

i talk to Sarah for just a bit, and then Gerard invites her to spend the day with us. fuck, why does he have to do that?! she joins us on the Ferris wheel, and guess who she begs to ride with her? yup. i sit as far from her as possible, and i'm still looking for Blanca. i had seen frank tell her to go to the bathroom, and i wanted to ride the wheel with her. oh well. we get to the top of the wheel and then Sarah turns to me and says " you know i still love you mikey. do you still love me?" before i could say hell no. she attacks me with a kiss. fuck. it wasn't like when we we're married, this felt forced. all i could think about was Blanca. her kisses felt right. i push her off of e and just stare forward. that's when i see Blanca crying by the bathrooms

FUCK.

"sarah, i stopped loving you when you left me. i don't know why you would even ask that. your psychotic and a total bitch and i'm in love with blanca, that girl down there crying because of you. i want you to leave me alone, and don't even talk to her" just in time, the ride ends and i get off faster than i possibly could've. i run to blanca and hope i had enough time to explain. when i get to the bathroom entrance i hear something terrifying.

" i was so stupid to think he could ever love someone as young as me. ow"

she was cutting.

Notes

mikey's first p.o.v. seems interesting...