You're Beautiful To Me.

Selena's P.O.V.

My Aunt wouldn't be home for another hour or two and Mikey had to go, so I left her a note saying I was walking him home. He only lived about two miles away, and I needed to get out to somewhere other than the hospital and my house. We chatted some but mainly took in the silence and smiled at each other. I hung off his arm as we walked and for a while, we actually seemed normal. A normal, teenage couple, walking somewhere. Not a cancerous, punk, rebel girl walking with a suicidal, self harming, mentally unstable boy. Just, normal. The streets were empty, other than a few other couples. We walked past an empty church parking lot and an idea struck my head.
"Mikey." We stopped on the side walk.
"What?" He almost looked concerned.
"Let's dance!" I bit my bottom lip and tugged on his arm.
"What?" He repeated, more confused this time.
"Let's. Dance." I smiled back. I pulled him into the parking lot and grabbed both of his hands. I put them on my hips and closed the gap between us. "Oh duh. I almost forgot." I grabbed my iPod from my pocket and put on some music. Our hips swayed and we twirled in small circles. Our bodies moved in perfect harmony as the music played. We giggled in each others faces as we danced. Is this what love is? Dancing in a parking lot to crappy music on a winter day? Everything my mom and dad had taught me told me that this was love. And I hoped to God it was. My parents met the most unromantic way possible. My dad ran into the girls locker room while my mom was getting ready for volleyball practice, freshman year. It was ironic really. They were the most romantic people I had met.
"Oh shit!" Mikey's voice flung me out of my thoughts and back to reality.
"What?" We instantly broke from our dancing stance and he threw his phone up to his ear.
"Hello?" He said. I walked over to the sidewalk and sat on the curb.
"Nah man. I'm on my home." He was probably talking to Gerard again.
"Yeah. Yeah, I'm like two blocks away. I'll be home in like, ten, maybe fifteen minuets." I was bored so I stood up and moved into the middle of the street and laid there. Mikey looked at me from his spot and paused his conversation.
"You okay?" He asked. I didn't say anything but just gave him a thumbs up instead. He went back to his conversation
"Yeah. Yeah. See you then. 'Kay. Bye." He walked over to me and gently nudged my side with his foot.
"I don't wanna waaaaaaalk." I whined. He bent down and picked me up. I giggled and buried my face into his neck. He kissed me on the lips and I returned the favor. He seemed oddly quiet.
"Is something wrong? You haven't talked for a while now." He was still silent for a few more moments and then set me on my feet. He finally looked at me.
"Who is Trent?" He asked and then looked forward again.
"Trent? Oh my God..." Trent? He was really gonna bring up Trent? Now?
"Yeah. Who is he?" He asked again.
"He's my ex. We broke up when I moved." I said. At least that's what I thought had happened.
"Did you guys ever..." His voice trailed.
"Fuck? Is that what you were going to say? Did we ever fuck?" I asked. I stopped walking and looked at him. He just looked at the ground. "No. We didn't. I told you I was a virgin. I gave that to you. Do you not believe me?" I was upset at this point. "I told you you were special."Trent didn't mean nearly as much to me as Mikey did. And I told him that.
"No. I believe you. I swear. I just thought maybe..." He still couldn't look at me. I put my hands on his shoulder and moved my lips close to his ear.
"I told you. You're special." I whispered to him. A tear fell from my eye and I walked away, leaving him, stuck in the same spot.
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Mikey's P.O.V.

"Is something wrong? You haven't talked for a while now." I set Selena down on her feet and looked at her.
"Who is Trent?" I asked her. I needed to hear it come out of her mouth. A real explanation. Not just something she said over the phone to a friend.
"Trent? Oh my God..." We kept walking, but she didn't bother to look at me.
"Yeah. Who is he?" I repeated.
"He's my ex. We broke up when I moved." Her words soothed my ears and my heart.
"Did you guys ever..." I couldn't finish the last part of the sentence.
"Fuck? Is that what you were going to say? Did we ever fuck?" She stopped walking and she looked angry. "No. We didn't. I told you I was a virgin. I gave that to you. Do you not believe me?" She yelled.
"No. I believe you. I swear. I just thought maybe..." I stared at a rock in the sidewalk. She walked up to me and whispered in my ear.
"I told you. You're special." Her voice echoed in my head as she walked away.

Notes

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