You're Beautiful To Me.

Selena's P.O.V.

"Okay. All done." The nurse slid the needle out of my arm and I wiggled my fingers to jolt the feeling back into them. This was my second time getting chemo. I was less scared this time, but it still didn't feel very good. I was still groggy from getting up at seven this morning. On a weekend no less. We had a four day weekend and I didn't have chemo again 'till next week, meaning I was able to go back to school on Tuesday. Great.
I walked out of the room where I had been held up for an hour, still attached to Aunt Rosie's arm. Still being tired, I didn't quite recognize the person in front of me. Not until I heard his brother voice first.
"Hey, do you wanna stop at Denny's for lunch?" The taller one said to his brother.
"Sure, I guess. I'm probably not going to eat much. Maybe nothing. I'm not very hungry." His head was bent to the ground as he walked slowly.
"That's fine. We'll go anyways and you can order something to eat later. Sound good?" He sounded like a dad to a little kid. The second thing I noticed about the tall boy, was his jacket. His leather jacket.
"Yeah. Sure." He said still not looking up. Mikey.
"Mikey?" I said in disbelief. His head shot up and I heard him whisper "No..." He turned around to face me and his chest heaved up and down, visibly, with every breath he took. My heart sunk to my stomach and I got a bad feeling. "My God! Mikey, why are here?"
"I-I...." He stuttered. His eyes darted around the room, desperately looking for a way out. "Can I talk to you privately?" He asked. I looked at Aunt Rosie and she nodded. We walked over to a bench just out of earshot of Aunt Rosie and Gerard, and sat down. He put a hands up over his face and I could see tears dripping off his chin and onto his pants. I grabbed his other hand and stared at him.
"What happened?" I whispered, even though I think I knew the answer.
"I swallowed 40 pills." He said in between sobs. I rubbed his back. I couldn't believe it. I was gonna lose him.
"Why?" I said back, in a crackly voice.
"Because I couldn't take it anymore." He looked at me. His eyes were red and there were dark circles under them.
"Couldn't take what?" I didn't understand.
"I don't have friends, my brother hates me, the girl I love is going to be in the hospital half of the time I see her, and I never see my parents because they both work two jobs.Not to even mention my fucking metal state. I'm a mess!" He pushed back his hair with both on his hands and looked at me. "You're the only thing I have left." He held my hand and tears ran down my face. "And I'm just going to lose you."
"No. No, you aren't going to lose me. I'm going to be okay. I'm never going to leave." I said to him. I wiped the tears off his cheek and kissed him. "Promise." He sniffed and gave me a chuckle. We got up and walked back to Gerard. Aunt Rosie had already gone to the car and was waiting for me.
"I gotta get home." I smiled at him.
"Okay. Text me." He smiled back. I walked out of the doors feeling better than ever.
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Mikey's P.O.V.

She walked out of the doors and I felt weird.
"Well that was something." Gerard said. We got into his car and drove to Denny's in silence.
"Two, please." Gerard said to the lady at the cash register.
"Right this way." She smiled back. We walked over to our table and sat down. Suddenly I really did feel hungry. Really hungry. I decided on getting a regular burger and a side of fries, but only ended up eating half of it and taking the rest home. Today was gonna be a good day.

Notes

OKAY SO 1 THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THE STORY, BUT HOW DO YOU GUYS FEEL ABOUT RIKEY (RAY AND MIKEY)??? AND 2 I HAVE LIKE THE BEST IDEA FOR ANOTHER STORY BUT I'M BLOCKED ON THIS ONE HELP.