Remembrance

"Aaaaand lazarith has risen!" I yelled, raising my hands in the air as Ray walked into the room. The guys burst out laughing and I ran into the kitchen. I quickly whipped up a bagel and got him a cup of coffee.

"Thanks, Sky." he smiled at me. I kissed his cheek and walked back to beside Gerard, where I had been sitting.

"Hey Frank, is that a tattoo? Cool design man." Ray commented as he took a sip of his coffee. I giggled and looked down at my hands.

"What?" Frank looked down his arms.

"Go in the bathroom." I smiled. Frank stood and walked into the bathroom. I couldn't see him but I just hoped he would like it.

"Wait, what?" Gerard asked, looking down at me.

"I have Frank a tattoo!" I smiled proudly. He laughed at me and Frank walked back in the room, smiling with his head turned so everyone could see his 'tattoo'.

"Kid, you have skill." He complimented.

"Thanks, so you like it?" I asked, hopefully hopping over to him. He picked me up and kissed the top of my forehead.

"I fucking love it." He said, giggling.

"Language." Ray commented through his bagel.

"Oh, calm your tits, it's not like you were very careful yesterday." I commented. They all burst out laughing at me and I touch the chance to kiss Frank's cheek and jump out of his arms quickly. "I just don't get it. You always laugh at the way I talk."

"Well, honey, it's just you talk much more mature then any other 4 year old I know." Gerard laughed.

"Oh, Gee." I said as I jumped up beside him. "My arm really hurts today."

"Which arm?" He asked, turning towards me as Frank sat in his chair.

"Left." I said.

"Can you lift it up so I can see it?"

"Nope." I replied, popping the 'p'.

He took my arm and I yelped in pain. He quickly apologized before lookin back to Ray. "I think we need to bring her to a doctor."

"But i hate the doctors." I whined, holding my arm.

"I'm sorry, but I'm afraid Gee is right." Ray said. I sighed.

"Okay, Ray." I jumped down from the couch with Gerard and jumped into Ray's arms when I saw he was done his breakfast. "But I don't want mommy to take me."

I looked up at him with sorrowful eyes. He pulled me into a hug. "I won't let your mom come near you again.

"Or daddy?" I asked quietly, looking at the wall blankly.

"I-I don't know." He said, looking down at me. I closed my eyes and fought back the tears.

"But Ray. They don't even love me." I said quietly, looking down at my hands.

"Skylar, your parents love you." Gerard sighed. i looke over to him.

"No they don't. Me and mommy came with Aunty because daddy needed alone time. And mommy just hurts me and herself." I stated bluntly.

They all looked at me with sad eyes and the tears I was holding back were there again, but this time they spilled over. I clung to Ray's shirt and cried into his chest. "No one loves me."

"Skylar. I love you." Ray said while stroking my hair and kissing the top of my head.

"I love you too, Ray." I cried into his shirt. They let me cry for a few minutes, Ray hugging me and Gerard and Frank not breaking the absence of words.

Soon I had ran out of tears and I just sniffled, still holding onto Ray's shirt. After my body agreed to let me stop sniffling, I looked up at Ray before quickly kissing his lips an putting my head back in his chest. I could feel them all still looking at me and I felt really uncomfortable, but I eventually fell asleep.

Notes

Welp.