Remembrance

"No. I'm fucking done." I said calmly, walking out the front door.

"No, please Skylar just come back!" I heard them call after me.

I don't care how many times he screamed my name as I hopped in my car and drove out of the drive way. I love him. I honestly do, I just can't take all the stress of it. The pure sadness injected into me every time I catch him. The first time I forgave him, second time I held the grudge and third time I'm done.

As the tears cascaded down my cheeks I drove faster and faster down the highway. I don't know where I will go. There is no one there for me anymore. I kept on going forward, glinting lights connecting with my tears and makin my vision even worse.

All of the sudden everything stopped. I was flying through the air before I came crashing down onto a piece of metal. I looked down and saw it had gone strait through my stamach. I reached down and tried to pull myself off but collapsed back down when I felt my ribs start to break. I used my hand to flip my hair out of my face for what I knew was the last time and knowing that my bleached hair would now be stained with red.

I looked up at the stars and finally noticed their certain gleam I had missed before. I had the urge to paint them now, but I knew that would never happen. I took what I knew would be my last deep breath and saw the flasingh lights come towards me. The gleam of light off the broken glass around me is what I felt was most relaxing and beautiful sight. The stars slowly started to get bleaker and the gleam began to fade as my senses started to cut off. I could feel my heart's struggle. I smiled as big as I could, remembering the fact taught to me when I was little.

It takes more muscles to frown then it does to smile.

The world went black before I heard my mother's voice. For the first time in forever is wasn't viscous. It was caring as she exclaimed 'She is so beautiful!'

Auddenly, a bright light flashed before me and I saw my mother's bright, young face looking down at me. Her stress lines were gone and she looked marvellous.

"And your sure she is all right now?" I heard my father say. I felt a large hand rest on the top of my head and I looked up to see my father. His smile lines had faded and I was happy to see his long hair and young face. I tried to reach out my hand, only to see a hand go infront of the bright screen.

I sighed, knowing now that I was gone. I retracted my hand and the screen went blurry before static came. I looked down to see my bare feet.

"Skylar." I heard. I looked back up to see my mom lookin down at me. "Her name is Skylar Alicia Verisity."

"Oh, how gorgeous a name to match such a home baby." My Nona commented. I saw my mother look over at her in defeat before turning back to me, her face now bleak.

"Momma, stop. Please?" She pleaded, looking back to Nona again.

"Fine." Nona walked out of my deep red room. My mother sighed, coming over and kissing my forehead then leaving.

The screen turned to static again.

Notes