But sir,

I opened the front door banging it back with a really loud slam flying up the stairs flying past my mom step by step making loud thumps on the old wood, FINALLY! I reached the bathroom I shot in the small claustrophobic room shutting the door behind me with a click the door reminded me that it was locked good. What I was going to do was NOT pretty, standing still for a moment I took a deep breath and reached for the cabinet beside the sink opening it I found my razors at the back.
I placed the razors on the side while I turned on the tap for the bath, ripping my clothes of I reached again for the mark makers I slipped myself in the bathing burned through my skin, it was too hot, oh well,
I held up the biggest razor taking one more deep breath I dragged it across my skin up to my elbow , one cut for being worthless one more for being a slut another for being a bitch and one more for luck, well... Not really luck, luck isn't a word it's worthless just like me, it has no meaning it's no such thing so I don't bother with luck but today I need all my worries spilling out physically and emotionally I felt a tear fall, It hurt so much, I havnt cried for like, six months, first time for everything my father used to say until... Well I miss absolutely nothing not for my hurts anyway, I felt the slight wooziness that engulfed me for a few seconds for the rest of my wash I bathed, cried and recreated hurt, poor me,

Notes

I'm sowwy.

I havnt been updating for a while well, like a month I've had some crazy shit going on I got into a really big fight with my mom what a ...
ANYWAYS... Sowwy again :(
sowwy one more time because it's a sad and short shitty chapter.
but I lov u all so much, and this chapter meant a lot to me because... Well I don't matter anyway I Wuv u all so much
,eep running killjoys ;)