Well I hope that you do the same, aww sugar...

*We're still on Gerard's POV*

-You have 2 guys! Max and the other. Tell me Alice, do you like getting drunk with boys?

-So I am never going to be able to have a normal conversation with you, huh?... you're so disgusting.

-Okay! We're never going to be able to be friends... and yeah I promise not to tell anyone about you're drunken hours.

Alice giggled

Why was she giggling anyways? He was so mad at her, he had to take a deep breath... she... agg it was always her fault to make him this mad.

-I really can't believe you're still with that "2 lovers theory" it's so ridiculous and gross. Max didn't gave it much thought after a while anyways, I think he almost thought it was funny... Are those squirrels?- said Alice pointing at the park in front of them.

-Yes, squirrels. So your boyfriend amuses himself laughing about me? Great.

-Seriously, Gerard. Did your brain melted or something? Max is my step-brother! Just my brother actually, he treats me amazing and makes sure that I'm happy... and Kyle well... he's just my brother's friend, they work together at this awesome tattoo shop... and he's gay for god's sake, Gerard!

His eyes opened in realization.

-Shit Alice... you should have told me, we almost beat each other. what's wrong with you? I think you're brain is the one that melted!

She just looked at him not understanding a thing. But it was okay he didn't want her to understand. He just wanted to be liked by her or at least that she stopped thinking so low about him... He turned to look at her again and she just had an annoyed expression

-... I'm sorry I didn't want to get upset. I....- He tried to apologize

- It's so natural of you.

-You've really made a poor concept of me, haven't you? I-I'm not... I am...

-You are egocentric, narcissistic, womanizer, so conceited you get on my nerves... sometimes I just want to hit you.

-Do it. I would prefer that over your hateful glances at me... the way you look at me sometimes... you make me feel worthless.

-Ha! really?... you look at me as if I was disposable... you lift up your chin to look at me as if I was too disgusting for your eyes and you press your lips and your nose... I hate it when you look at me that way...

-Do you like something about me?...

-You're trying to take advantage of the fact that I am drunk...

-Yes, maybe I am. So... do you even like anything about me?

Alice look at him in silence for a couple of minutes, he could only hear the party... and when he thought she really didn't like anything about him, Alice sighed and opened her mouth...

-It's gonna go over your head... but... when you're singing or drawing in classes, you get so immerse in your world, you look so passionate about the things that you love... that I forgot that we hate each other... that's when you're not the untouchable rich boy... and you're just... Gerard... that's when I forget that I hate you...

-... At least you see something good in me.

-What I see? that's very different... You haven't changed much you still have that messy raven black hair, those beautiful hazel-greenish eyes, your pale skin... When I saw you the first day in school I didn't recognize you though, followed by all those groupies, new attitude... I hadn't know anything about you in ages, I wasn't used to be in the big city, everything was knew to me, the parties, the boys... but I didn't fancy any other boy. I kept looking at you...

-Are you trying to say you find me attractive? you used to fancy me?

-Yeah... I do find you attractive... but that's not really important, you know? And yes I USED to fancy you, not anymore, don't let it go over your head.

He wasn't supposed to feel that good, it was not fair for her... she was intoxicated and he was taking advantage of that. But hell it was the first actual conversation he had had with her since forever and he was going to enjoy it.

-... I never thought you were going to kiss me.- said Gerard quietly

- Well, that's what you wanted, you were challenging me...

-You're wrong............ I'm not the only one but you already know that

-Know what?

-That you have a list of guys waiting for your kisses.

Alice burst into laughter, she kept for a while and it faded away slowly... then she turned to him disarming him with her big blue eyes, looking at him jokingly seductive.

-Do you include yourself in that list, Geerawr?.- She said trying to annoy him

-Yes. don't call me Geerawr, I hate it.

-Oh come on you love it, all your girls call you like that.

-Which doesn't mean that I like it or care about it actually... but when you say it is an insult.

-D-did you said... that you wanted to kiss me?

She now seemed serious, really serious, but she still wasn't making that you-disgust-me face. So he took a deep breath and got closer to her.

-Just as many other boy's in this party.- he said

-Gerard Way beating about the bush... you wanted it, yes or no?

-Yes.

It might be the alcohol that took over her actions, but Alice started to get even closer to him... so close that both of her hands were on the back of his neck, messing his hair slowly, starting to intoxicate him even more.

-We're so close...- she said, he could almost feel her breath on his lips.

He couldn't kiss her... not like this... but she was the one offering it... at they were alone, away from judging eyes... he really wanted to kiss her but...

-Stop thinking, Gerard.- Alice whispered

And she kissed him, no, it was more than a kiss, he felt the heat, the fire consuming him from inside, running through his blood. It was heaven and hell at the same time, the kiss deepened and he grabbed her waist, wanting her body closer to his. He opened his eyes to see if... but no one was looking at them, they were still hidden from the world, kissing, enjoying what was forbidden to them.

He was scared that they were going to get caught, and for the first time it was not for him he was scared, but for her, she would never forgive him if someone saw them, knowing this hurt him for some strange reason... But it was dark...

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