Well I hope that you do the same, aww sugar...

Alice was walking down the street with Underoath blasting her headphones, she was a dark-haired, blue-eyed girl, pale by choice, she had both of her hands tuck inside the pockets of her black hoodie holding her ipod, looking at the floor, pissed...

It was really late at night but she couldn't care less, she just had a fight with her mother about her college plans because...she doesn't have any.

She had spend all her junior high and high school trying to find herself, changing her clothes, her likes, finding what she feels comfortable with and of course trying to endure the constant bullying she receives for being a shy and nice person. This has made her stronger on one side, but it has also forced her to be quieter and more cautious about the people she decides to trust.

Alice was lost on her thoughts when it started raining, "Oh, shit" she said, remembering she still had her headphones on, she took them away and put them inside the pockets of her hoodie and started walking below the threes.

Thank god that the street was empty and the rain was getting stronger, because she started crying at the top of her lungs, what was she supposed to do? she had no inspiration in life whatsoever except for music and her books, but she was not good at writing and she had tried many times to play the guitar, with no real success.

She didn't even had real friends, long ago she gave up on having meaningful relationships...her family was even worse...she just stop thinking about that it was too painful, she started pressing her sleeve to feel the cuts and wounds on her left hand, it helped to ease the pain inside somehow.
The rain now started to get really strong, she had no better choice than to head back to the house, otherwise her ipod will get wet and will stop working

When she arrived, the house was in complete silence and she could even bet her mother heard her closing the front door behing her, before heading to her own room and locking the door. Alice was in no mood for talking, her mother had been really harsh with her, in one hand she could understand why she was so worried about Alice's future, but on the other hand she wanted to tell her mother so many things, too many problems Alice had on her head and in real life, maybe then her mother will understand why, but it was just too hard to talk to her, she was so closed minded sometimes, so angry...she didn't wanted to listen to her since the death of Alice's father. Alice just wanted her mother to remember that they were together on this, they had to, but it was useless sometimes and one gets tired of being strong.

Alice took a quick shower and got into bed, it was already 3am, and she had school tomorrow, it was going to be a bitch to get up with only 3 hours of sleep, sad and with no food on her belly, she was getting too skinny...but on the bright side it was already Friday.

Notes

Alice doesn't know what's yet to come ;)