You're Never Just A 'Nobody'

"Gee I REALLY need to talk with you." I said, my voice slightly shaking as the words come out.

"Yeah, just hold on ten minutes. I need to help put some stuff back into the van. Just wait near the building over there for me." He said back, carrying some amps. I nodded and walked over to the door of the building and put one of my feet against it.

It was mid summer, and it was fucking hot. The grounds were extremely dry and the air was muggy, nothing like Australia. Ugh.
I watched the boys pile in guitar cases and drum sets. They'd just played an afternoon show, which was something different considering they usually played at night. Maggie was still on tour with us, helping out with the sound systems and stuff, I really didn't do a lot, just made sure all the instruments were working.

I heard the little rocks in the road move about. I looked up and saw Gerard walking and half limping over to me- he's gotten over the injury but not completely. He looked up and met my eyes, smirking at me that sent shivered down my back, he's not making this any easier.

"Hello, gorgeous." He says, placing his arms around my waist and connects our lips. I kiss him back, but only for a little while, I then pull away.
He obviously notices it's not the time to be kissing eachother, which is when he speaks up again,

"I-is there something wrong, Ava?" He asks, his voice trembling.

"No Gerard-" I pause, letting words gather in my head "- I just- I need to know, what ever happens with us, you won't leave me," I say, looking into his eyes, I see they hold worry and confusion.

"Avalon, I said I didn't want us apart again, of course im not going to leave-" I cut him off not being able to hold it in anymore,

"I'm pregnant." I blurt out. His hands realese there grip on my hips, his face goes completely white, his eyes widen.
"Gee I understand if you want to run away from me right now and never see me again." I start, he still doesn't say anything.

"Y-y-you're p-pregnant...?" He mumbles, his body and voice trembling as I was when I was ready to tell him. His eyes aren't about to pop out of his head anymore.

I nod, he looks from my face own to my stomach and back up to my face again.

"You're pregnant.." He begins, looming as if he were trying to figure out if it were a good thing or not,

"YOURE PREGNANT!!" He screams; oh, good thing.
His arms wrap around my waist and he picks me up, spinning me around and putting me back on the ground only to crash his lips into mine. I'm slightly taken back, everything's moving too fast.

We're moving too fast.

When he pulls away, he rests his forehead against mine with the biggest smile I've ever seen on his face in a long time.

"Gee, how will this work out? How will we afford to keep our child?" I ask, pure confusion and panic coming out.

"We'll see my mother once we get back to New Jersey tomorrow okay?" He says, his smile hasn't left his face yet. I nod and close my eyes for a while.

Im not ready to do this. I'm 21 in a couple of months, Gerard is already 23. Okay. I can't do this. We can't do this. How will we afford this? What if his mother doesn't agree with it? What'll happen if I never get a job?
I feel like crying. I want to sob into Gerard's shirt right this moment, but I know he's the only one overly thrilled about his news. I mean, yeah it's a great thing; but I'm waaaaay to young for this.

Gerards warm lips come down with mine once again, softly and slowly. His arms wrap around my hips tightly, with one hand coming up to my face and creasing my cheek.

"Until we see my mother-" He starts, taking his lips away from mine, "- We'll keep it a secret, okay?" He says, looking straight at me.

"Our little secret." I reply, smiling at the plan we've made up. He takes my hand in his and guides me back to the van.

Notes

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