You're Never Just A 'Nobody'

We found a nice looking hotel to stay at that night. As soon as Gerard and I raced through the door we forcefully kissed each other and made our way to the bedroom.
He fell onto the bed while I mounted him hastily, with one leg either side of him. I leaned down and kissed him.

"Just like NYU" I smiled,

"Except one thing," He said, with his high pitched giggle towards the end coming out, "I can't dominate you in the bedroom, with my broken ankle. So your going to have to stay on top." He smirked.

The way he smirked at me caused shivers to run up my back, and I couldn't help but feel my heartbeat speed up. To sleep with Gerard again felt like NYU all over again, constantly kissing and making love to eachother.
We were now kissing at an unusual speed, ripping each other's clothes off like it had been out first time; which it felt like being away from eachother for so long. He was kissing every part of my body he could- my face, neck and chest as I slowly went downwards so I could use my mouth to get him off. I took him in and started moving up and down, which made him moan in pleasure that caused me to continue doing so.
After a while of sucking, I moved back up so he could enter me. The comfortable feeling rose up in me, having Gerard inside of me felt incredibly amazing. His thrusts became harder and strong, yet sloppy, and I couldn't help but yell out his name and moan continuously.

We finally reached our climaxes, collapsing with eachother breathing heavily. I rests my head on Gerard's chest, listening to his heart beat pounding in his chest.

"That was fucking a-mazing" He grinned, "I should have broken my ankle months ago.." We laughed, I nuzzled my head into his neck, taking in his scent.

"So you're coming on tour with me?" I nodded, "There should probably be enough room for you, don't worry." He finished, kissing the top if my eat.

"Probably? Will I spend the whole time sitting on someone's lap?!" I laughed again, I felt his body vibrate too,

"Only if I get it my way." He responded, I slapped his shoulder playfully and chuckled.

We didn't say another word to eachother after that. His arms went around me and we fell asleep in eachothers arms.

Just like old times.

--------- * Tour * ---------

Franks cousin and Rays brother had managed to score them some shows around New York and New Jersey. Gerard had managed to stand with his broken ankle.
Being able to watch the show from the side stage was amazing, Gerard's improved with his vocals and the band has gotten absolutely fabulous when playing live now, since the last time is heard them.
The thing that struck me most was the lyrics that came along with the music, it was so meaningful. Some were about the trouble they had gone through in life and Gerard had recently wrote a song for me called Demolition Lovers, (a/n: my middle name is cheesy okay.) which I adored.

After the gigs were complete the album was released. They had recorded it a while ago, but they needed to tour and let the news spread around and shit like that.

Touring was hell. The van always smelt of sweat and smokes. It was painful and always squishy, but I kept the peace and shutup about it. It was the one van with a trailer that carried their instruments in it.
There were now 8 of us. Gerard, Bob, Mikey, Frank, Ray, Maggie and myself, not to mention the manager that drove us from time to time. For the journey we had barely any food, no money and the road trips usually went up to 6 hours of traveling.
It was on of the worst; yet one of the best expirences iv ever had.

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"Avalon, are you alright?" Maggie said, holding back my red and black hair once again this week as I was bending over the toilet bowl like a horseshoe, vomiting.

"Yeah I'm fine." I replied, still spilling my guts into the toilet.
"I'm so sorry it just came out of nowhere."

"Yeah, you said the yesterday." Which was so true. I had no idea what was happening to me.
"Maybe it's just the cigarette smoke and constant touring that's making you feeling this way. And we also barely get a good nights sleep anymore expect for when we're lucky to get a hotel room!" She exclaimed.

I had finished vomiting and went to clean myself up, when I walked out of the small public toilet into the park we had stopped at, Maggie had been seating at a bench. The guys were playing so weird ball game in the short field of grass next to us.
Maggie studied me as I sat down, watching my every move.

"Ava, are you only sick in the morning..?" She asked, a little too quiet.

"What are you getting at?" I asked her back curiously.

"I'm saying, are you pregnant?"

Fuck. Wait. What. I looked at her as if she were crazy, and felt like laughing in her face. Pregnant?! No way, not at 20... right?

"What?! No Maggie, that's insane. Maybe it's what I'm eating for breakfast." I said sarcastically. She rolled her eyes but nodded.

We sat down watching the guys play their game. Mikey probably fell over 3 times in 30 seconds which was the high light of it.
But I couldn't help to think- what if I were pregnant. I had been reunited with Gerard for about a month now, it could be possible. I was starting the freak out in my head now,

"Okay, what if I am pregnant?!" I asked so quickly it made Magge flinch.

"Shhh, it's okay, well go to wallmart tomorrow or at the next stop and buy you some tests. Then we'll know okay? It fine. Just stay calm okay?" She calmed me down, noticing my panic that was rising in my bones. All I could do was nod.

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We snuck out at the next stop a couple days later. I hadn't talked to Gerard about possibly being pregnant, I wanted to wait till I was certain.

Maggie and I couldn't find a doctor, but came across a drug store that selled pregnancy tests. I bought 5 of them to make sure they would all come up with the same answer.

After we bought them we went to a small non crowded toilet stall. Maggie had told me what I needed to do, in which I did.

"How long does it take?" I asked her, she replied with something along the lines of 'not long' but my mind was to busy screaming negative thoughts at me to hear her.
I tried to make a plan in case I was pregnant. Would Gerard still be with me? Where would I stay? How would we cope? I didn't realized id been thinking way too long

"Come on Ava, FLIP THE DAMN THING OVER!!" Maggie yelled from the other side of the bathroom door.

"Yeah, sorry." I took one last deep breath before I flipped over the test to see my result.

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