You're Never Just A 'Nobody'

Months had passed since Gerard and I started to enter our full on relationship. It was something... special. We were perfect together. We would usually spend days together and nights wrapped up in each other's embrace. My Chemical Romance was getting better and bigger, they had a small amount of fans that would come to some of the shows they'd play, but they still haven't gotten signed, which everyone is pretty numbed about.

The cold winds had changed into warm and greetingfull type winds, the leaves had grown back on the trees and the outside was looking more bright. I used to look at these types of changes and thought nothing, but Gerard has changed that. I now see everything in the nicest way you could ever; not like one of those girly girl ways, I just seemed to be happier, and so was Gerard.

I strolled through the park I had many times, this time only I was thinking; thinking about what would happen to Gerard and I after all this schooling. Would we move in together? Start a family? Would WE still even be?
Questions fumbled around in my mind, it was actually getting quite depressing.
What if?
I shook the thoughts out of my head, breathe easy and continued walking.

My hands my stuffed in the pockets of Gerard's red three quarter jeans, my now bright red hair blowing in the wind.
I needed a change, summer was coming closer and I wanted something different, so I went with bright red hair because why the fuck not.
Many people liked it, agreed that I suited my skin tone, and deep dark brown eyes.

I was so lost in thought I didn't realise my phone vibrate for the 3rd time. I pulled it from my back pocket to find a text from Gerard,

'My room. Now!!!! :D' It read, I don't know if I should be scared as hell or totally calm, but I quickly text him back and jog slightly (A/N: bc running is too much) up to his room. When I arrive I know I don't have to knock, just walk straight in there.
I find him on his bed, smiling at his phone...?
Fuck my boyfriends a creep.

When he notices my existence he jumps and a runs up to me and squishes me in a bone crushing hug. I still don't know what he's so excited about, but I hug him back anyway. He's the first to pull away and grabs onto my shoulders,

"WE GOT FUCKING SIGNED TO A FUCKING RECORED COMPANY!!" He practically screams at me. I stare at him with my jaw dropped open, still trying to comprehend his words.

"AHHHHH!! FUCK GERARD THATS FUCKING GREAT!! IM SO PROUD OF YOU!! OF THE GUYS!!" I also scream back, bringing him back in for a hug, he laughs into my hair and continues to hug me.

Many things are running through my mind, I'm so fucking proud of these guys, we all knew it was going to happen one day, and this just happened to be the day.
Then again, there are the negatives about this, what if Gerard starts drinking again..?
I shake the thought out of my head and squeeze Gerard even tighter, which is what he does back.

"They asked if we could record the album we've brought along together in a week, Avalon, I'm so fucking excited. Everyone is." He exclaims, his eyes big and bright, almost popping out of his sockets.

"I bet you are Gerard, but no ones more excited then me, I can't believe you guys, you're all fucking amazing." I say back, snaking my hands around his neck, he grabs my waist and brings me closer,

"Ya know-" He starts, "I haven't seen you all day except now.." He trails off, slightly tugging at my shirt,

"What are you suggesting?" I say, backing up against his bed, taking him with me.

"This" He rips off my shirt and lays me down on the bed, coming down on me and kisses me roughly. You know what happens next...

------ 1 week later (( sorry for massive gap thing )) ------

Today was the day My Chem was professionally recording. Sadly, both Maggie and I had classes, and we've almost finished our study so we didn't want to miss anything, which they all totally understood.
Gerard had completed the part he wanted to study about 3 weeks ago, but still had the dorm room for some reason I don't know.

It was around about 2:45pm when Gerard texted me saying
'Everything's good so far :) be back around about 5ish' I smiled and replied with a quick 'great work, see ya then'.

After Maggie's class had finished, we spent some time together in our room, pigging out to pizza and cans of soft drink.

"So... How Frank?" I asked her. I didn't really see her anymore because she was always with him, but I guess it's the same with Gerard and I.

"Great. Everything's fucking peachy." She says, rolling her eyes, sarcasm in her voice.

"What? What's wrong?" I started freaking out; she's never had the best luck with boys.

"Nothing really, he just seems so distant nowadays. So caught up with his music. I understand that he's excited, but he's constantly busy with it, I haven't seen him since Tuesday, it's fucking Friday today." She finishes.

"Yeah, hunny I'm aware of the day" She chuckles at my response, "But just give him time, after this is all done and dusted he'll have time to spend with you. I haven't seen Gerard a lot either." Which is true, we've just been texting most of the time.

She sighs and nods, and we continue watching tv and eating.

Notes

A/N

ew sorry I was away all day today and wasn't able to update. This is kinda a filler, unless you find it eventful but I don't D': oops.

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