Im Okay Now

After she came back from shopping with her friends she came straight to my room which made me feel really special. She didn't even knock before entering and as soon as I saw her plop herself down on my bed a smile immediately can towards my face, but it quickly faded after I realized that she was just my friend, nothing els. I noticed that she had her hair tied back out of her face which is a first. She just looked so beautiful being able too see her whole face without any hair in the way.
"Are you okay" she was always good at reading people and it annoyed me because I can't pull off a smile without her knowing if I'm actually faking it or not.
"Ya, ya it's just I had something on my mind" i said And got a small nod in return letting me know that she wasn't buying it. Great.
"Anyways, as you know I went to the mall and they just opened a new music store there. I noticed that you have a CD player but no good Music for it so I got you some stuff." She lade out all the CDs that she bought and pushed it my direction. "Here we have green day, falling in reverse, AC/DC, some Linken park, sleeping with sirens, and your favorite: fall out boy." I was really shocked that she would think about doing something like that for me. Like I always knew she was an extremely nice girl but I wouldn't expect this from anyone.
"Geez thanks Katy!" I said as I pulled to give her a hug "you really shouldn't have"
"Oh don't mention it!" Even if I where to try I wouldn't be able to wipe off the smile I had on my face. She just looked so happy seeing how much I loved the CDs that she got me. After listening to each album and dancing around my room like weird teenagers we are, it was time for dinner. After every new second I spent with her I just found myself falling more and more I love with this girl. I followed Katy down the stairs to help set up the table, only to find Gerard hovering over a fresh pizza surrounded by paper plates. I wasn't mad at him at all, like it wasn't his fault that he has feelings for the same girl as I do, it was just hard to look at him the same way as before knowing that he was going to take katy away from me. Well I shouldn't say it like that. I will get over it and after all I did give him my pull permission to do what ever he wants from her as long as he makes the best out of it.

**Katy's pov**
I walked into the kitchen ready to get into my cooking mood, only to find Gerard already ordered a pizza. Thank god because I really wasn't in the mood too cook anything.
"So I was thinking tonight we could all sit down and watch a movie. Like have a movie night" Gerard announced. Me and Mikey looked at each other and gave a nod in approval. Before I knew it I was sitting in front of the tv with a plate of pizza in my hand and a bowl of popcorn next to me sitting between Gerard and Mikey.
"So what movie are we going to watch" Gerard asked.
"How about the night before Christmas" Mikey replied whale looking at everyone waiting for their thoughts.
"We should watch high school musical" I said trying to act normal, when honestly it was my favorite movie and nothing could change that. They both shot me weird looks and I couldn't help but laugh at their expressions.
"What!" I joked pretending it was normal for a 17 year old girl to enjoy Disney films "it's my favorite movie" the expressions on their faces didn't change and I almost spat out my milk I was laughing so hard.
"Katy what the actually fuck" I heard Mikey say as he shot a look at Gerard. Gerard just shook his head and Mikey let out a deep sigh in return.
"High school musical it is"
We watched the 3rd one which was my favorite. Throughout the whole movie the only expression that the boys showed was the 'I'm so fucking done right now' face and they wondered why I started to randomly crack up at times. The movie was great since the last time I watched it back when I was thirteen. The music was my favorite and I surprised myself with still being able to memorize every lyric in almost every song. After it ended I heard a deep sigh of relief coming from the two guys who clearly didn't enjoy it.
"Well it actually wasn't as bad as I thought" Gerard commented.
"Don't lie to me" I replied
"No seriously. I just don't like how it's so unrealistic ya know. Like how does everyone know all the words and dance moves. They clearly rehearsed every number multiple times"
"Gerard it's just a movie calm down"
"Ya, I was just expecting to watch a real movie ya know. Like a horror movie"
"Well why don't we also watch a horror movie, I have no place to be. Mikey?" I asked hoping to get his approval.
"Ya I love horror movies, let's watch one" he replied. I also love horror movies too, expeshially the ones that keep you up thinking about them. After talking we all decided to watch a scary movie. it actually was quite goodie only I could remember the name to it, I like the plot and how it ended, which Gerard agreed on as well. When I looked over to ask Mikey his thoughts about the film, I found him sleeping. Of course me being my evil self, I had an idea come to mind.
"Hey Gerard do you have any whipped cream?" I quietly asked, trying not to wake up the sleeping Mikey.
"Umm I think so" he walked into the kitchen and came back with a cold bottle of whipped cream. Perfect. I slowly undid the lid and covered all of Mikey's hand in whipped cream.
"Classic" I heard Gerard whisper from behind me. Then I grabbed a small feather from one of the pillows and gently slid it across his face. It took a while to get him going but after a few swipes his whipped cream covered hand met his face.
"WHAT" he screamed still barely awake, all of his face what's covered in white whipped cream and I couldn't help but laugh at the sight, Gerard too. he just sat their in complete confusion. Then he gave me a weird look "you- you did not." I couldn't help but let out a laugh as he gave me a death stare. Before I could react he snatched the bottle out of my hand and sprayed it in my hair. What did he just do?! I was shocked, and my first thought was too feel the top of my head and sure enough, there was whipped cream all over my hair.
"Fuck you" I yelled at him as I grabbed some foam from the top of my head and threw it at him, it got all over his shirt.
"Ha ha I win" I bragged. Finally Katy wins at something but as I stood up, I felt more whipped cream come at me from the back. I turned around to see no other then Gerard holding another bottle of the dessert in his hand having the tip pointed in my direction. All of a sudden I felt Mikey's hands on me as he pinned me down on the couch letting Gerard attack me with whipped cream
After both of the bottles where empty I was aloud to get up. Every part of my body was covered in whipped cream. My pants and shirt where now semi-white followed by my hair. I shot them both evil looked of hate but the boys where too busy hysterically laughing on the floor to even notice. Honestly, on the inside I secretly loved it, It was fun but I refused to show that I enjoyed being attacked by one of my favorite desserts. I made my way up the stairs and checked my watch which read 2am. I hopped into the shower removing any excess cream from my hair and prepared myself for a good nights sleep which didn't happen.
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It must have been 5am when I caught myself crying in my sleep. This was usual for me but the dream was nothing I experienced before. I was alone in a very dark room and I couldn't see anything. All of a sudden I saw red eyes in the corner of my vision and as they grew bigger I saw its body, and in his hands he dragged the dead corpses of both Mikey and Gerard. I let the monster come closer to me and in the voice of my dad it whispered something in my ear. I can't remember what it stayed but it must have been scary enough to make me bolt awake screaming. I'm not the sensitive type so to find myself crying over a nightmare scared myself even more.
As I snapped back into reality I found myself cradled in Gerard's soft arms and everything instantly felt better.
"Did the movie scare you that much?" he asked me. I just shook my head in response and explained to him my whole dream. I was kinds relieved that I don't remember that the monster told me, I would probably be scared for the rest of my life. I felt his hand rub against my arm and his lips on mine. For once he dident taste like coffee and this kiss was a slow cute one, it ended with him pulling away.
"Katy I need u to listen to me" I nodded "I'm never going to let anyone hurt you ever again, okay?" I was really happy that he was here for me, I don't know how he does it but he always seems to make me feel safe and warm on the inside. I couldn't help but smile and slowly drift asleep in his arms

Notes

3/2/14
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