Sugar & Spice

"I still feel sick. What's wrong with you?" He asked quietly. Crap. How am I going to tell him this? He doesn't know the whole story about what Gerard has been through....
"We got some bad news about Bandit's dad..." I reply quietly. He gives me a confused look and asks, " What happened? Is he okay?" Geez, I don't know how to tell him this. I think I should just tell him straight.....
"Well.... I guess you could say he.... went back to his old ways..." I say quietly. He raised his eyebrow and aked, "You mean he went to his parents house?" God, my brother can be an idiot sometimes.
"No. I mean, he went back to drinking again....." I looked down at he floor so that I wouldn't have to look at the scared look in his eyes. After a few seconds, I could hear him sniffling. I quickly looked up and hugged him. I knew that he was still kinda young, but he finally understood me. He began to wiggle under me so I let him go. He waddled over to Lilly and gave her a big hug. She smiled and hugged him and told him that thats why we were both worried and that we were scared of what were to happen to him. She assured him that all will be fine and that he'll be healthy and happy again. He smiled dispite the tears still in his eyes.
"C'mon. Let's do something else and get our minds off this." Lilly said, standing up.
"You guys go ahead, I'm gonna go take a shower.." I say. They nod in approval and I head upstairs. I look in the mirror and see that my eyeliner and mascara is all over my face. I should probably clean this off.... I grab some makeup remover towels and begin to tak off he crap. While I was doing this, I though It would probably be a good Idea to let Bandit know that if she ever needed to talk to anyone, I was always here. I sent her the messege and she said thank you and that I was a good friend for doing so. She said she had to go so we said our goodbyes and stopped texting. I got in the shower and when I came out put on some fleece pajama shorts and an oversized Rise Against shirt I got as a present from my Mum.

I walked back downstairs just in time to see Lilly flip over a Monopoly game board in frustration while Miles was laughing. I smiled knowing that soon enough Lilly would flip eveen more because she sucked at that game. We all decided to make lunch again and we made ssome kinda pasta. It as pretty good anyway. We finished eating and then I got a text from Bandit. When I opened it, my heart almost stopped.




She told me...





















Gerard had hit Lindsey.

Notes

Here you go bbys :*
plz don't hate me ;-;