Sugar & Spice

"Hey, um, maybe we should go that way." I said to Lilly, pointing to the opposite side of where Brittany was. She nods and we walk towards a swinging love seat that was in front of a tiny pond and a small stream. Lilly and I sat down on the seat and began to swing ourselves while Miles stared into the pond where there was a small turtle that he named Tony and began talking to.
"Tony! Slow down! You'll leave 80 hours by herself!" Miles cried to the turtle who was climbing up a small rock.

"I'm getting worried.." Lilly leans over and whispers to me.
"So am I. And the therapist not knowing what's the problem either isn't helping." I say.
"What do you think is happening to him?" She asks, pushing us higher.

"He's probably gone retarded like his slutty sister Cherry." an ugly voice says from behind us. Lilly turns around and gasps while I stay facing the front knowing that it's Brittany.
"What do you want from us?" I ask slowly turning around to face her.
"Lets see. For you to stop being such an attention whore, for your dad to stop making such shitty music, for your sibling to stop being so fucking retarded like you." she laughs looking over at Miles.
"You shut up about my family! They're perfect just the way they are! And for your information, the music my dad makes has far more meaning than the other rap and pop crap that you listen to!" I snap, begining to get a sick feeling in my stomach.
"Meaning?" she laughs. "You think your dad screaming into a microphone and getting paid foor it has any meaning?"
"It's better than poorly rapping about weed and bitches..." Lilly murmers under her breath.
"Shut the fuck up or I'll start on your fat ass!" Brittany spits at Lilly. Hurt, Lilly slumps back down to her pervious position.
"That's it! Leave! Leave or I swear I will call the cops on your ass!" I yell at her.
"Whatever loser." she says, walking back to her group of friends.

With tears burning in my eyes, I got up and began to walk away. Lilly and Miles soon came close behind me.
"Cherry? What's wrong? Is it the things Brittany said? You know she's just an idiot!" Lilly says to me. I turned around sharply and said, "It's not that! Remember when we were little and I promised that I'd never let anyone hurt you? Ever? I just broke that promise! I saw your face when she said that! You were hurt!" Tears were fiercely running down my face now, people were even staring at us.
"Lilly, I'm not good with broken promises." I said, wiping away tears. She walked up to me and hugged me. "Cherry, If there's one thing you need to know, it's that no matter what happens between us, I'll always love you. Sure she said that, but do you really think I believe it? No! Of course not! Heck, People actually think I have an eating disorder because I'm that thin!" She said and looked me in the eyes before Miles came up to me and gave me a hug too. I wiped my tears away and smiled "I'm sorry, I just don't want to be a dissapointment."
"In no way ever could you be a dissapointment to me!" Lilly said as we walk to exit of the park.

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"Girls! Get ready! We have to see Dr. Kessler today!" My mum yells from the bottom of the stairs. I set my book down, walk into my bathroom and do my hair and make up. Once I'm done, I walk back into my room and change from my oversized hoodie and sweats into a Radiohead shirt and some white skinny jeans. As I wait for us to leave, I text Bandit to see how she's doing. Then she tells me some somewhat good news. Lindsey and her were planning on coming to New Jersey to come talk to Gerard's parents, without Gerard.

We leave the house and make it to the Therapists office in about an hour and a half, but to our surpise, Dr. Kessler wante us to go to the hospital with her to see if they could find out what was wrong with Miles.

I wasn't allowed to go with my parents to see Miles, so Lilly and I stayed seated in some chairs in the hallway. We had got there about 8:00 but as time went by and I checked my phone, It was already 12:45 in the morning. After about another hour, only mum came out in tears, telling us we were able to go home, but that dad had to stay with Miles. She told us what happened and I began having an anxiety attack. I couldn't breathe, I was sobbing, and my hands were cramping up.The drive home was full of tears. The three of us were non stop crying until we reached the house. I ran up to my room, slammed the door and screamed to the top of my lungs. I was choking out breaths and fell face down onto my bed.

I was constantly being bullied at school, my best friend is getting emotionally abused, I can't stand myself for a second longer and what's worse? My broher was just diagnosed with Early- Childhood onset Schizophernia.

Notes

Please don't hate me for doing this to poor Miles (._.)

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