Paging Dr. Way

"Frank?" Skyes says.
I sniffle into my pillow and pry my tear stained face from it.
"What do you want?" I grunt.
"To make sure you're okay, and that you don't kill yourself." He sighs.
I pause for a moment, letting his words sink in.
"Just Peachy." I scoff.
"Look Frank I'm so-"
"It's not about that." I turn away from him.
"Then what is it about?" he asks.
"It's not a what, it's a who."
"Who then?"
"A certain red haired fellow." I mutter.
"Gerard?"
"Who the else has fucking highlighter hair that god damn bright?!" I ask very annoyed.
"True, but seriously what went on between you two? I saw you running down the hallway in tears and Gerard just broke into sniffles and sobs after you left."
I made him cry?...
I fucking hate myself right now.
"What have I done..." I mumble.
"I don't know, but you better fix it fast, Gerard's very upset."
"Don't remind me." I snap.
"Do you still have my phone?" he asks.
I nod and hand it to him.
"I'm about to do you one huge fucking favor kid." He says as he gets off the bed and dials someones number, I hope it's gerard.
My hopes are answered when his sweet sounding voice meets my ears from Oli's speaker phone.
"Hello?" He sniffles.
My heart shatters.
I did this.
I did this to him.
I made him cry.
"Hey is Everything Okay?" Skyes begins.
"No." Gerard replies.
"What's wrong?"
"Frank, he- he ran away from me."
"And why is that?"
"I - I dunno, that's the thing that hurts the most." He fires into another round of sobs, I have to bite my cheek to stop myself from joining in with him.
"Gerard, calm down,-"
"YOU CALM DOWN! YOU DONT FUCKING UNDERSTAND! I WAS THERE! I SAW IT HAPPEN." He yells suddenly.
Skyes looks at me surprised.
"You better go fix what you broke."
I follow Skyes out of my room and to the doctors area where he flashes his badge and lets me inside again.
I walk slowly to Gerard's door where I can hear him crying already.
I feel like such an asshole.
"Gerard?" I whisper as I knock on his door.
"Go away!" He yells and throws something at the door.
I notice that its cracked so I barge my way in.
"I SAID GO AWAY!" He lifts his fist over me and I cringe in fear.
Gerard backs away, his eyes full of regret.
"I came here to apologize, not to be abused." My voice cracks as I turn away but Gerard grabs me by the arm and whips me around.
Suddenly his lips are pressed onto mine and I am pinned up against the closed door. His lips taste like perfection...
I feel my knees grow weak as our kiss grows more passionate by each very second. Gerard senses this and uses one hand to hoist me up, the other to slip its way down near my pants...
"Gerard." I say shakily.
"What?" He growls seductively, his eyes glimmering with lust and fascination.
"I'm sorry." I can feel tears brimming over and I collapse into Gerard's embrace. He holds me close and tells me it's okay even when I know it's not.
"It was wrong of me to run away like that."
"It's fine." He says smoothing back my hair and kissing my forehead.
"No it's not."
He carries me over to his bed and lays down in my lap.
"I'm not upset anymore." he sighs.
"I am, I feel terrible for making you cry." I sniffle.
"Don't feel bad." He says cuddling into my side.
I smile weakly and stroke his hair until he falls asleep on my lap.
I stare at him, he's so peaceful right now.
He's my experiment, I remind myself.
Tonight was trial and error.

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