Paging Dr. Way

Gerard sighs deeply, I encourage him to begin by rubbing his back. "You can do this." I whisper, kissing his cheek. Gerard inhales and then begins his explanation.
"Mikey was my brother."
Was? Is he dead?
"Is he dead?" I mumble, grabbing gees hand incase that is the actual answer.
"No, but he is to me," Gerard grits his teeth.
"What does that mean?" I ask confused.
"We had different perspectives on life, mine was wrong to him and he picked on me for it." Gerard says tearing up.
"It's okay." I say, kissing his years from his rosy cheeks.
"It really wasn't frank." He retorts.
"I'm sorry." I mumble.
"It's not your fault, this is just a painful subject for me." He sniffles.
"I'm here for you babe." I coo.
"Mikey bullied me after I came out, he punched me and called me horrible names. I was living in fear frank, fear of my own family." He cries.
"I know how you feel." I shake my head, shaking away the disgusting memories of my father.
"I need you frank." Gerard sobs, his eyes wet with tears.
I stammer. I need him too, just not in the way I particulary enjoy.
He's your experiment... the monster inside my head growls.
Shut up. I fire back.
You dont need him.... you just want him, its lust frank, pure lust. it retorts.
"Frankie?" Gee sniffles, breaking me from my bttle with myself.
"No, I- cant." I stutter before running out of the room.
Now I can hear gerard crying from behind the bedroom door.
I need some time alone... I need to clear my head...
I can't leave gerard like this....
I have to, you're too weak to be around him right now frank, the voice whispers.
Whatever.
I spot a lighter on the table and grab it and the pack of cigarettes.
I need a smoke.
I walk outside into the moonlight and Lean against the side of the building.
I flick the lighter on and illuminate my cancer stick.
A figure stands in the distance. I approaches me.
"Hey runt, in the mood for some fun?" It cackles.
"Who are you?" I ask.
"YouR treat."
"Austin?"

Notes

I might change this chapter i dont know

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