True life of frerard

I woke early that morning still confused and thinking about the night before. Gerard was still asleep his peaceful facial expressions made me giggle. Whilst he was dreamin I took the advantage to go outside and light a fag. The smoke filled my lungs and I realised that I'd been craving this for a long time but I was too caught up in the moment with gee that I forgot about everything else. Suddenly a soothing voice whispered in my ear making me jump "morning Frankie!" I jumped so high I almost knocked the coffee out of his hands and he didn't look very happy. I mean come on gerard has a thing about his coffee! He soon forgot about it andhugged me with his spare arm whilst pulling me back inside. "It's cold out there!" He remarked. He sat down on the sofa and flicked through the tv channels. "There's nothing on...as usual!!" I pointed out and we both laughed. I noticed that gee had stopped and was instead facing me, observing me. I wasn't sure if I should look back at him or pretend I didn't notice. But his eyes were too mesmerising and I had to look. Gee opened his mouth like he was about to say something, but didn't. I sat there looking at him puzzled "what were you gunna say?" I asked he went red and looked away "umm...nothing!" He snapped.
"I don't call that nothing! It was defiantly something!" He raised an eyebrow at me and said, "I was wondering if you wanted to go to Starbucks?" He smiled and quickly added "for the music project!" My heart sank as I wished it was a date. "Yeah that'd be great!!" I didn't hesitate to answer. His face dropped like he was disappointed in something. "Yah know frank...I really like you" I just gazed open mouthed. "I-in what way?!" My heart skipped and i could feel butterflies forming in my stomach. "As friends! Like your my best friend!" Oh bestfriends I wish I wasmore than just a bestfriend. I pretended to just shrug it off but inside it felt like a part of me died. "You ok frank? You've changed!" He sounded worried "no! I'm ok!!" The look in his face told me that he didn't believe me but I couldn't tell him the real truth yet...

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