True life of frerard
Best night sleep
I stayed up most of the night, thinking of the way frank held me, I didn't want to let go, but I knew I had to. It was 3:48 in the morning and everyone was asleep except me. I was in the lounge with the tv on low volume and my knees pushed up against my chest. I let a few tears fall down my red cheeks I wiped them up with the corner of my hoodie and returned to my position at the edge of the sofa.
A small voice came from behind me. "Gee?" I knew it was frank, I didn't turn around instead I just nodded,
"Are you still awake?" He sounded concerned and I could hear his light footsteps come to stand in front of me.
"Yeah?" I said trying to sound like I hadn't been crying.
"Come and at least try and get some sleep?" I couldn't respond quick enough and he grabbed my hand pulling me up into his room where he lay on the warm looking bed.
"Get in gerard!" His soft, comfy bed was beconing me but I didn't try to resist, I jumped in quickly and curled up in the safe warmth of the covers.
"Better?" Frank asked and giggling a little.
"yeah!" I gasped and held myself tighter, something warm pulled me away from my grip and held me tight. It was frank! who else would it be?! I snuggled into his embrace and wrapped my arms around him and all different feeling fell into my mind,
sadness
happyness
confusion
tiredness
and a little bit horny
I couldn't control them all. I had to force my hands to stay where they were in fear of moving them down any lower and getting out of control.
"Gee are you ok?" I could just about make out franks eyebrows were raised as I looked at him.
"Yeah! Why wouldn't I be?" My voice was high pitched...I sounded feeble!
"Your kinda outa control! Are you su-" he looked at me and smirked "not tonight geebear! You need sleep!" He must've read my thoughts, but he was right I guess. I did need sleep! I was tired and achy from everything that had happened in the past few days. I laughed and simply nodded.
"We'll do it tomorrow!" He laughed again before running his fingers through my dark hair (that really needed cleaning!) I could feel my eyelids getting heavy and slowly closing ready for the best night sleep I'd had in days!
Notes
Thank you to everyone who's still reading my crap!! XD it really means a lot!
~JadeWay XØ
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Maybe just take a break.... A longer break and just think
11/5/14