True life of frerard
I don't love you, like I loved you yesterday
It was noon the next day I skipped lunch (like I normally do) and tried to make myself look at least half decent! I stood staring at my reflection holding back more tears and straightened my collar and applied a little eyeliner before examining myself once more. "I hope I look ok..." I whispered
"you look amazing...who are your trying to impress?!" Mikey's head poked around the corner and he grinned a wide grin.
"who do you think?!" I looked right into his eyes and then walked out the house with my head down and my hood up.
It only took me 10 minutes to get to frank house, I was speeding so I got there a little faster than normal. I knocked hard on the door and shoved my hands in my jean pockets with tears in my eyes.
It was silent for a minute, my heart sank and I shook my head with disappointment, until a creak broke the silence.
"What now?" He opened the door with a confused expression he stood there staring into me. Reading me like a book,
"can we talk?" I insisted.
"I don't want to hear how sorry you are...you love bert...I saw it!" His eyes were now puffy red as he almost burst into tears right on the doorstep
"don't you see?! He made me!! I love you...no matter what you say I'll always love you!" I tried to smile but it ended up with an unattractive scrunched up face.
frank looked up at me and he seemed a little happier but all of a sudden it dropped again. "How am I meant to believe you?!"
"I'll do anything! Please! You need to trust me!!!" I begged almost getting onto my knees and pleading forgivness
"come back another time gerard?" He asked and let a few tears roll down his smooth cheeks. I nodded and ran off to the car crying. "Gerard wait!" I voice silk and soft called out, I stopped quickly and turned around with a little hope building up inside me.
"yeah?" I gripped my belt buckle tightly, tense and scared.
"come inside" he sighed and we walked in.
Notes
Well...?!
~JadeWay XØ
@JadeWay XO
Maybe just take a break.... A longer break and just think
11/5/14