You Get a Life Time (Frerard)

I have no one to talk to about my misery. Seriously. I can't talk to Gerard about it because it freaking is about him.
He's been really nice to me and always wait at my locker before classes and stuff like that. I guess he really is thankful for me giving him all the advice about his crush and all. Now his crush is actually gonna like him and I'm just gonna suffer. Whatever makes him happy...

Since I told him about Jenny, I feel a lot more comfortable. Damn, a lot more awkward too considering that Gerard might just find out that my crush is him. He doesn't know I'm gay though, so I guess that's good. I need to tell him, however, because if I don't, I'll probably explode one day due to my frustrations.

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"DINGGGGGGGGGG WAKE UPPPPPP! TIME TO GO TO SCHOOL SO YOU CAN BE WITH GERARDDDDDDDD"

I heard my own recorded voice shouting at me.
Stuff this. Was I really this retarded?

I got out of my bed and put on a normal shirt and a Misfits hoodie and headed out. After eating breakfast and doing all those stuff, I headed out, ready for another frustrating miserable day.

But no. Because I saw Gerard freaking Way standing outside my house. With his car again, and with his adorable freaking face and wow, he dressed nicely again. He was so different from the Gerard I knew when I first came. He was still wearing a band tee inside his unzipped jacket, so I guess he's still him. But just a lot hotter. Who the heck is his crush anyways? Why isn't he like freaking out and dating Gerard already? I would...

He smiled when he saw me and opened the door for me. I put on my biggest smile ever and jumped inside the car, feeling unattractive and stuff. Oh well.

He played all my favourite records on the way to school. He was way to nice.

"Why did you come and pick me up anyway? School's really close you know?" I grinned
He just blushed and kept on driving
"Oh and how is your crush? You're like dressing up real fancy and stuff. Is he impressed?" I asked again
I though he would start talking about his crush and start bubbling but he didn't. He just ignored my question again. He isn't normally like this...

After a boring day, me and Gerard walked to Music, which was the last subject. He hasn't even talked to me since like at lunch.
I tried talking to him and all, but apparently Billie, Mike and Tre is going to form a band or something. I've heard them, they're pretty damn amazing, and strangely familiar in a way. And their name is going to be called something Day, which I swear I've heard of it before somewhere.
But that's not important. What's important is what's happening to Gerard! He'll have to talk to me. I'm his partner in Music. That was the reason we went to Starbucks to have coffee!

As we walked in, the whole class looked at us (More like Gerard) and when we sat down, there were a lot of people talking. The teacher finally spoke,

"Good Afternoon class! Today we are going to work on our project. Please find your partner and just go ahead."
This is a perfect opportunity! We have already finished our piece so now I can talk to Gerard!
"Gerard!" I whispered loudly
"Huh?" He finally spoke, wow.
"Dude, you've been ignoring me like all day! What's happening? You can talk to me about anything! I'll always be here for you!" Great, now I just sound cheesy...
"Huh? Oh It's fine."
"How's your future-boyfriend? Is he good? Does he like you now?" I winked and smiled at him, trying to make this conversation comfortable.
"Oh... I'm not too sure..." He just blushed and looked away, "I don't think I can do it anymore."
"DUDE!! What's happening to you? You used to be like the SASS QUEEN and now you're just like a 12 year old teenage girl with your crush. What are you afraid of?"

He didn't reply so I continued,

"Look! I have a crush on this dude." I just practically told him.
For the first time today, he looked into my eyes. I couldn't though, I looked away the second I saw his hazel, deep eyes.
Thank god I let that out. It was freaking awkward but now I've got nothing to hide.
"He would never like me back but look, I'm still fighting and I'm never, ever going to give up."

Done. I told him everything.

"Frankie..." he finally, finally, finally freaking said, and Frankie?

I blushed and looked into his eyes to show him that I was listening,

"I'm sorry... I won't ignore you anymore. I'm just frustrated because he's so perfect and he doesn't realise it. He's too good for me. He's done so much for me and he doesn't see how amazing he is, how can I show him?" He said me, face flushed red.

"Do more things for him then! Show him that you care and appreciate him." My heart's so painful right now as I gave all my relationship advise to my crush for someone else. I'll do anything for Gerard though. "Ask him out! Just do it!"

Gerard stared at me for 5 seconds, then he leaned in closer and closer and pulled me into a hug.

"Thank you for everything, Frankie..."

I felt like he was mocking me with "Frankie" so I winked, jokingly, with the whole class watching,

"Totally okay, Gee Bear."

Notes

YAY!!! I forgot to update for like 6 days so I'm sorry!! But yeah. MORE FRERARD FOR NEXT CHAPTER!!