You Get a Life Time (Frerard)

I think there's something seriously wrong with my head.
It's going crazy.
I couldn't remember anything that the teacher said during class.
Even my favourite subject, music, is getting hard and I just can't concentrate no matter what.

I spend most of the class times worrying about my life. What am I going to do when I grow up? Am I ever going to get a boyfriend?

The worse part is... I think I have a crush on Gerard. Well, It was hard to admit it, even in my head, but here it is.
I don't know if he will like me though. I don't even know if he likes men! (Pewdiepie reference!) The percentage of being gay is 4% and crap, why am I that freaking 4%?

My life is so hard. What did I do wrong to have this?
It was music and it was still my favourite subject even though I couldn't concentrate at all. Especially when the hottest person in the world sits next to you, right? How the heck am I supposed to focus on Folk music when I can focus on Gerard's facial expressions?

"Um.. Frank! Can you please explain to me what I just said?" I think the music teacher asked,

I was so lost in Gerard's eyes I don't think I even heard that.

"Frank?" Gerard taps my shoulder, "She asked you a question!"

Oh crap. I'll just make it up, "Um... You just explained what the meaning of Folk music is and how it tells a story and stuff..." Making up stuff skill: Pro.

"You're right!" The teacher smiled, "And this week, we are going to write our own piece. Think of something you want to tell everyone and make sure you show the emotions in your song. You may work with a partner."

Without even thinking, I turned to look at Gerard. Surprisingly, he was already looking at me. Somehow, It actually looked like he's been staring... But then, why the heck would he look at me?

I smiled at him and he smiled back. In that moment, I was totally lost in happiness...

Soon, after a whole lesson of hearing my beating heart that was literally 100043902943 times a second, the bell rang and I ran out, avoiding conversation with Gerard.

"Hey Frank! What's wrong with you lately, you've been like blushing every second or something... Do you like someone?" Gerard asked me.

Why would you even ask someone something like this. IT'S PRIVATE OK? Especially when it's you!
"Um.. no..." I blushed, damn.

"Hehe yes you do... And I think I know who it is."

"WHAT? NOOOO!!" I shouted before I could stop myself.

"Hehehe... It's Jenny isn't it" He giggles

"Ahhh..."
I should just make this up, cos if I tell him the truth, he will never like me back and then I'll die from sadness so why don't I just hide my feelings?
"Yep." Then I ran away without even looking at him.

Then I realised that It was such a dumb decision. I don't even know who Jenny is! and plus I sit with Gerard at lunch. How am I supposed to avoid him?
I bought 2 sandwiches and ate it slowly without looking up and talking at all. Thank god I didn't have any classes with Gerard after lunch.

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I decided to take the bus instead of walking home, because I might accidentally bump into Gerard and just DIE.
And of course, I chose to sit at the very back of the bus, and with my earphones in, I was in my own world.

Not until some random chick came up to me.

"Hello! Frank!" She giggled, "Apparently you like me!"

"I do?" I mumbled, WAIT! IS SHE JENNY? DID GERARD TELL SOME RANDOM CHICK THAT I LIKED HER? "Um... " What the heck am I supposed to say?

I looked up at her. She was alright looking, brown hair, brown eyes, probably not one of those annoying chicks. Or maybe she is, and she's just pretending

"Um.. Me too..." She said quietly, then she ran away, shoving a piece of paper in my hand.
193738928382982278 xoxoJ

Damn it, what have I gotten myself into?

After a few minutes, I got off the bus and started walking, humming to my song.
Weird, because I swear there's something wrong with my iPod and a whole Band was deleted. I'm pretty sure there was a band called Green something....

When I finished my songs, I heard footsteps behind me, when I turned around to look, I saw Gerard.

He wasn't just wearing his usual band Tshirt but instead, he was wearing a tight leather jacket, matching his skinny jeans. They were both jet black. He had his collar up and it was so cool. His hair was messy and looked 5 times better then It normally looked. OMGerard!

"Hi!" I said, still surprised at how freaking amazing he looked.

"Um..." He's face was really red, but I'm pretty sure it was from running, "Do you want to... Um... Come to Starbucks with me?"

What? Is this really happening? My stomach DIED and there were butterflies in them. Stuff this, not even butterflies. It felt more like there were kids jumping up and down like my stomach was a trampoline.
Even though my heart was bouncing so quick I almost fainted, It was the best feeling in the world.

But then he continued "For our music assessment."

Oh. It's not like a date thing then. My heart dropped and all the happiness faded. Oh well, at least I get to hang out with him. What was I even thinking about? He doesn't like me and he thinks I like Jenny.

"Sure!" I forced a smile. A hallow point smile.

Notes

AH! Sorry if this chapter is a bit squashed. It was really long so I had to get rid of some spaces.
And thanks for reading!
IMPORTANT:
Do you guys get the Green Day references? Like why Frank forgot Tre? TELL ME YOU GUYS GETS IT OR ILL HAVE TO WRITE IT AGAIN!