Desolation Row

This night felt like it was never going to end. I woke up and looked around, it was still dark. I barely slept I was awake half the time of course there was the occasional banging on the door coming from Mikey trying to get in. I barricaded the door with the sofa just in case they tried to break down the door. I shouldn't have done that, Frank and Mona were the ones who hurt me I shouldn't be taking it all out on everyone else. I swore to myself i would never start cutting and i planned to keep that promise, though all hope seemed lost. I picked myself up, moved the sofa away and slowly opened the door, everyone was still asleep. I ran all the way to the tall water tank behind the cafeteria. Going up the ladder took at least 5 minutes, this thing was like a skyscraper.
I sat on the edge with only the thin railing keeping me from falling. It wasn't just the thought of Frank and Mona cheating that made me hopeless, right after i walked through the cabin's door and saw them It made me realise how worthless I am. Why did I even bother, No one loves me. Not my parents. Not my friends, especially not Frank. There's no point of me even being alive anymore. No one would care in fact they'd be happier to rid of such a burden. Tears were streaming down my face uncontrollably. I looked out and saw the sun start to rise. Should I? I mean no one would mind. There was nothing left for me to do. I was done. I can't keep letting myself get hurt, anymore. I didn't want an explanation from either one of them.

I slowly got up and climbed over the railing so that i was stepping on a small ledge that jutted out from underneath the water tank. I looked down, my vision was blurry from all the tears that were forming in my eyes. I took one leg off the ledge and closed my eyes. At that moment all my sadness and hatred disappeared. For the first time in a long time I was truly happy, And i was going to be happy forever until i felt a cold hand on my shoulder pull me back behind the railing.

Notes

DUN DUN DUUUUUUUN