Desolation Row

I really liked Frank, I usually just push people away but he was different. Every time I look at him my heart beats a little faster, He was just so.....perfect.We were sitting by the edge of the lake watching the sunrise.
"so are we a thing or..." I was just asking to be sure cause if he thought otherwise it would be really awkward.
"We're more than a thing" he said winking back at me. God, his smile.
"HEY FUCKTARDS WE'RE PLAYING SPIN THE BOTTLE" we turned around to see Gerard at the top of the hill with an empty booze bottle in his hand.

We got back to the cabin and everyone was already sitting on the floor in a circle. Obviously Gerard went first. It landed on ray, we all started to laugh as Gerard tried to kiss Rays cheek. Mikey went next, he spun the bottle on the ground and it landed on Mona, just her luck. They kissed quickly but both were as red as tomatoes.
Mona chose me so i took the bottle from her and spun it quickly, before it could even land on someone Frank grabbed the bottle and stopped it on him. He crawled across the circle, pushed me down to the ground and seconds later our lips were connected. It lasted long, I'm sure cause by then Gerard was screaming at Frank to get off me. He went back to where he was sitting previously and mouthed 'i love you' back to me, I felt like the happiest girl alive
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Frank and Mona stayed back in the cabin while the rest of us went to get dinner, ever since that spin the bottle game Mona has been acting weird like she didn't talk to me as often as she would. Maybe she just wasn't feeling well
"so Mikey, you and Mona huh?" i said nudging his shoulder
"yea i think so I really like her but....I don't know"
We spent about half an hour in the cafeteria talking until I got really tired so i went back first. I walked quietly to the door expecting them to be both asleep. I heard faint moans coming from the inside of the room. I swung open the door hoping it wasn't what i was thought. My heart tore in two Mona and Frank were practically making out, to make things worse it was on my bed. They both stopped and looked at me. I felt so hurt yet so angry, I didn't want them to know i was about to cry so i just blinked back my tears.
"sure does seem like you love me Frank" my voice was filled with sadness as it cracked. I ran over to my bags. Shoved everything in and pulled it out from under the bag. I grabbed them all and ran to the door. before i left i turned to Mona and said
"next time you make friends don't forget to mention the part that you're a backstabbing piece of shit have fun making out with that asshole" by then tears were streaming down my face like a river. I slammed the door behind me so hard i felt the vibrations on the floor. Wiping away the tears away with the back of my hand, I picked up my luggage and sling bag and ran to the cabin by the lake. I quickly ran in and locked the door, since no one ever stayed there they didn't install lights. I sat in silence with only the sound of sniffling coming from my nose. This was the reason I don't fall in love. I trusted him, I trusted her and they both betrayed me. I don't now why I was still hurt this wasn't the first time that it's happened.
It was all my fault, I shouldn't have befriended any of them

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