Desolation Row

*Getting ready for concert*

I slipped on a black tank top along with my infamous leather jacket, the usual skinny jeans and a pair of combat boots. I let my hair loose even though I know it's going to be hot, I felt my phone buzz in my pocket
Cauliflower: The band's called My Chemical Romance
I chuckled at the thought of me naming Colin as Cauliflower on my phone, he hated that name so much and apparently I was the only one who found it funny.

"hey turd face you done yet?" I was applying eyeliner and a thin layer of dark eyeshadow as Bonnie stood by the door to my room.

"yeah yeah just a sec"I grabbed my phone off the table and headed outside. We all went in one tiny car and trust me it's not fun, fitting seven twenty year olds in a five seater car isn't the ideal car ride. Luckily for us the Concert was in a small arena near the mall.

"My Chemical Romance huh? never heard of them" It was true, I've never heard of them in my life but their name is pretty cool I guess.

When we arrived there were more people than I thought, some of these people didn't even have tickets. How famous was this band? There were shit tons of screaming girls around the venue. Colin grabbed my hand and I held it tight making sure I didn't get lost in the sea of fangirls.
After we got in, the seven of us attempted to push our way to the front. Me and Bonnie kinda just left the guys to go do whatever shit they wanted to do. We were standing at the front next to these annoying ass girls
"WE LOVE YOU FRANKK" I flinched at the sound of the name, it's not like he's here anyways. Right? I shook it off remembering that there is more than one Frank in this world. Bonnie must have seen me look worried because she grabbed my hand and said
"dude don't worry it can't be him" yeah I'm just being paranoid.
It can't be him and It won't be him.

The lights went off and soon the band entered the stage. The screaming of a thousand girls pierced our ears, a couple of them pushed Bonnie down, I bent forward and grabbed her hand. She got up and dusted herself off as the lead singer began to speak
"WHATS UP FLORIDAAA"
That voice was so familiar, as If an old friend, an old memory perhaps? The crowd roared with excitement.
"I'M GERARD THAT'S FRANK, MIKEY, RAY, BOB AND WE'RE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE" I stood frozen as the floor started to vibrate. I felt light headed and sick, I kept telling myself it's not them, I couldn't see the stage, there were a bunch of tall guys in front of us. I looked over to Bonnie who was jumping about to the music
"Roxy are you okay?"
My heart was beating so fast I thought it was going to pop out of my chest. Yeah okay maybe the name Frank was just a coincidence but the rest of the guys too? That's no fucking coincidence right there. She must have seen them because she looked as if there was a ghost.
"It's them isn't it"
I was pushed forward but Bonnie catched me just in time. I looked up to see the five people I've been avoiding for the past two years of my life.

Okay just breathe Roxy, just breathe. The only thing I have to avoid is eye contact, I brought my dark red hair to the front of my face in an attempt to cover it. They were great, Gerard was an amazing singer. To hear his voice after all this time felt like my heart was put back together but at the same time, to see frank felt like it was being broken all over again. I really need to get over them, they probably have girlfriends and and shit. They seemed pretty happy on stage, If I were to show up again their life would be screwed up yet again.

Fuckfuckfuck so much for no eye contact genius, I just had to be looking at Gerard. I swear I saw a small smile appear on his face or whatever it was I needed to get out.

Notes

oopsy poopsy I lied