Desolation Row

*Gerard's POV*

"Roxy is that you"
"hey Gee,"
It's been two years since she killed herself, how is it possible for her to be here. I've missed her so much, she could brighten any of my days. Life without her has been hell. Old habits came back, we've all been hopeless without her.
She stood there smiling wearing her usual black skinny jeans and a plain old tee shirt.
"Oh god I haven't seen you in so long Gerard, I've missed you so much"
She walked towards me, her arms were open as if getting ready to hug me. That moment right before we touched is when reality slapped me in the face. No, really I woke to a slap on the face.
"GERARD WHAT THE FUCK" I was too sleepy to process what was going on
"IT'S THE 4TH TIME THIS WEEK THAT YOU'VE PASSED OUT DRUNK." oh Mikey why won't you shut the hell up.
"sooo..."
"JESUS FUCKING CHRIST IT'S TUESDAY" he stormed out the room, slamming the door behind him causing my ears to start ringing.

I don't know what happened to me, I mean yeah I was once an asshole that got drunk every night but then I stopped. She just had this effect on me but for obvious reasons it's gone. It's been two years and I still remember everything so vividly and it wasn't just me, Frank and I had practically gone insane together. Everyone besides us had moved on, well I'm pretty sure Frank's taking it way harder than me considering that I have a new girlfriend. I know it seems like I never cared about her but I do. I did.

Ashley; my current girlfriend, is only here to pass the time. Though there was no point of having her with me I just felt lonely. Me and Roxanne weren't even dating so it's not that bad. Frank on the other hand seems pretty happy that is until you mention her name, he'd either get so mad and start breaking everything or just break down crying. Or sometimes both either way it was terrible to watch. Everything's pretty much smooth sailing from here on out, well besides my drinking problem and everything I've mentioned above. We basically just shoved all our sadness and hope into music, a band to be exact. Something we like to call My Chemical Romance. We were getting pretty big I guess, touring, living in a bus was now our life.

*Roxy's POV*

After I payed and shit, Colin and I went back to the house. Did I already say they had a band? Well they have a band, not too shitty but they could use some practice. And of course like always the rest of the guys were already lying on our sofa in the house.
"Hey Roxanne" they all said it simultaneously with no emotion whatsoever which made me giggle. I placed the bags on the table, took off my leather jacket and lied down in the middle of the floor. I do it a lot, i'd just lie on the floor for hours and hours thinking about life and stuff.

"So what are you doing for your birthday tomorrow?" Pj asked trying to break the silence

"Oh yeah we're just staying in and watching movies, girly shit" I was startled by the sound of choking coming from Ryan

"You do girl things?" he spat while trying to wipe off the coke spilling from his mouth. I rolled my eyes at his sarcastic remark.

"hows about we all go to a concert, my brother's friend has free tickets to a band playing tomorrow night. Don't know the band but it never hurts to listen to new music right?" Colin sat up while talking.

"Yeah Roxy why not? we'll bake the cake the next day or something, we haven't been to a concert in forever" Bonnie added while walking down the stairs.
Yeah I mean why not right, concerts are always fun and plus they're free soooo.
"sure, but what's the band's name again?"
"not sure I'll ask my brother and tell you guys later"

Notes

The band isn't mcr don't get excited yo i'll update later i think