Desolation Row

For fucks sake, was this really happening?. The guy I just faked my death for, was it actually this Frank? I mean there's plenty of Franks in the world right? But then again he had the same facial features, I can't stay here now. What If he comes over to meet with Bonnie's family? I can't just suddenly appear here, they're probably crying their hearts out right now. If they found out I was still alive they'd probably kill me for real.

"Bonnie I have to leave" "oh sure you can take my car, there's a mall down the road."
"No Bonnie I have to leave this place, forever." Her eyes filled with sadness, I know how much she wanted a roommate and all but I can't take the risk of ever being found.

"w-why" Oh god she looked so sad it made me feel beyond guilty,
"remember those two guys I told you about?"
"Frank and Gerard?"
"This is little boy here is the Frank I was talking about"
"WHAT?, THAT'S THE LITTLE BITCH THAT BROKE YOUR HEART"
"talk about a small world huh?"
"I fucking knew that little bitch would do something messed up sooner or later. When we were younger he'd always steal shit from school and blame me" hah sounds like frank, messed up then messed up now.
"Please Roxy don't leave me, i know how much you hate him now but I hate being alone and I doubt that he'd come back now it's been years"
No I didn't hate him, I loved him. It was me that I hated, well that's what you get if you don't learn from your mistakes right? Maybe she's right why would he just suddenly come back now? "Pleasssseeeeeeeeeeee?"
oh god not the fucking puppy eyes. I can't say no to a face like that. "fine but if you get a text from anyone saying that he's coming back, I'm out the door"
"YAYYY" she pulled me into a bone crushing hug.
"oooh I KNOW since you're supposedly dead how about you change your look, I mean you want a new life right? might as well change your hair and stuff" I never thought about that but yeah sure why not.
"okayy what colour"
"i'll be right back, it's a secret just wait until its on your hair"

*time lapse to finished changing hair colour*

She blind folded me throughout the entire thing, I hated surprises so much and she refused to tell me what colour she was using. What if it was ugly? but then again who was I impressing, The only guys I cared about were probably grieving for my so called 'death'. Goddammit stop Roxy. I keep thinking about them and all that's happened, I need to fucking forget them. "EEEEEE IT'S SO PRETTY"
she ripped off the blindfold, my eyes squinted while adjusting to the light around me. "OHMYFUCKINGGOD BONNIE MY HAIR S RED"
"well technically it's crimson bUT HELLS YEAH YOU LOOK PRETTY AS FUCCCKK"
I've never really liked my appearance but HOT DAMN MY HAIR IS BEAUTIFUL. After she finished touching up my hair she brought me over to her wardrobe, she rummaged through her enormous amount of clothes
"OH HERE IT IS"
She came out pulling a huge ass box, then started to check the content. She brought the box over to my room and dumped it all on my bed.
"I had really nice clothes but I couldn't fit them anymore, you can take them if you want after all you did give me your CD's,"
Wow was it even possible for someone to have such nice clothes. My entire wardrobe consists of baggy shirts and super tight jeans. I've never owned anything fitting.
"and no offence but I don't think you should keep wearing those big shirts"
"huh yeah thank you so much Bonnie you're doing so much yet we've only just met."
"Well we better start getting to know each other. It's gonna be a long ride and I'll help you through it"

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