Desolation Row

"Hi Roxy"
"oh uhh hi?" why. why. why. I can't deal with this tonight, I just want to go through life without having to cry each second I see him. Okay just eat and leave, If I linger around too long he'll start talking to me.
He opened the door wider so that I could walk through
"You cameee!!" Gerard came running to me engulfing me in a warm hug.
"yeah well it was this or stale pizza" I dropped my bag onto his sofa
"well let's eat then"

The food was surprisingly good considering the fact that they cooked it themselves. Throughout the entire meal Frank was staring at me, like he needed to tell me something but whatever shit he was going to say next I didn't want to hear it. I was the first to finish so I helped wash all of their dishes.
"uhh guys I'm not feeling to well I think I should go home..."
"I'll walk you home" Gerard said to quickly making Frank look at him. I walked towards the door with Gerard following behind me. He closed the door,
"look Gerard you don't have t-"
"well yes I have to, I asked you to come without telling you that Frank would be here. Im so sorry"
"It's ok I guess, I mean I can't spend the rest of my life running away from him right?" We walked to my house with our hands intertwined, he sent me to my door, kissed me on my forehead and left. I opened my door and ran up to my room locking the door behind me. I dug through my bag trying to find my pain killers but instead a found an unfamiliar piece of paper. oh god it was a note. from frank.

Notes

short chapters beacuse i can