Desolation Row

*Three days later*

These past few days has been a living hell. There were nights where I would wake up screaming and Gerard would have to hold me asleep. He moved into the cabin with me, he was being really kind but I just wasn't ready to start a thing again which was great because he was so understanding. I haven't seen Frank or Mona ever since the incident, but apparently Mikey told me the she had to leave because of "family issues" yeah some friend she was. I didn't ever leave that cabin just in case I ran into him, Gerard has been soo sweet he brings me food even when I didn't want to eat. He was so different. He stopped drinking and getting high every single night, I never knew this side of him.

* * * *

I heard knocking on the door, Gerard went out with Mikey so I thought it was Ray or Bob.
"Come innn" It wasn't Bob or Ray. It was Frank.

He came in and stood in front of the door
"look Roxy I'm so sor-" I cut him off
"Shut the hell up, I saw what I saw and I don't want an explanation" My eyes started to tear up but i held back the urge to break down. He ran over to me and hugged me tightly. God I missed his touch.
"Roxy why would you even try to do that to yourself" His eyes turned red and was filled with tears. I just stood there like statue
"Frankie please just leave me alone..." I began to cry histerically. He didn't let go of me until I pushed him away. He got up and slowly walked to the door wiping away the tears falling from his eyes. He opened the door then turned to me to say
"I don't care how much you hate me or how long you will, I will never stop loving you..." He shut the door gently as I fell to the floor wishing I could just drown myself in my tears. It started to hurt more when I realized that I never stopped loving him either. I was a suicidal wreck. I couldn't wait until this camp was over.

* * * *

I was woken up by Gerard. I was asleep curled up in a ball on the middle of the cabin floor. My T-shirt was wet from all the tears and my eyeliner ran all over my face. Shit. I looked like the long lost member of Black Veil Brides. He picked me up and carried me to the sofa where he gently placed me down. I told him about what happened.
"Well do you still love him," I nodded my head shyly "then there's always hope" he smiled
Gerard was such a sweetheart. He was a true friend.

My phone rang from across the table, I ran over to it, the caller ID was 'mom'. I picked it up wondering what the hell she wanted.
"Hi honey,"
"hey mom what do you want" i asked trying to not to sound like a total bitch
"Oh I just wanted to tell you that when you get back from camp, Me and dad are moving out so you can keep the house to yourself. We're moving to LA"
"HOLY FUCKING SHIT ARE YOU SERIOUS"
"yes honey, take care I'm going out with your father now goodbye"
She ended the call. I dropped my phone and started screaming in joy.
"GEE MY PARENTS ARE MOVING OUT. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY THEY WOULD WANT TO LEAVE A HUGE HOUSE ALONE TO AN 18 YEAR OLD GIRL BUT WHO THE FUCK CARES" I ran around the room screaming and jumping as if I were a 5 year old girl. He sat on the couch smirking at me, turns out he lived down the road from me which was great news, that meant we could still be friends even though the camp is over.

Just two more weeks Roxy. Two more weeks and you're free.

Notes

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