Behind The Words

Gerard's P.O.V

I remember her clear, crystal ocean, blue eyes. That would look at me like I was a god sent from heaven sent to her. I didn't ever understand that since she was probably the most gorgeous girl/lady I have every seen and Ive seen many. With Crazy blue eyes, Full Pink lips and an adorable giggle... She made me feel... Complete.

I remember that day as if it was just last week. Her eyes looking into mine as she told me what her parents had done. Confided in me that they had beat her and told her to never come back and that they didnt love her anymore. I saw the anguish and agony in those blue eyes and I knew I couldn't help myself from loving her. From telling her My feelings for her. A feeling I didn't even know I had for we until a few months ago, though we've known eachother since we were just toddlers. I knew that I had to protect her from everything, everyone. The whole world. Because underneath all that beauty and spunk was a girl that was as breakable as
new china. I knew I had to tell her my feelings. So I did.

I looks at her took a deep breath and said "Holland, I know that this may sound crazy at a time like this but.... I.... I love you. I love you more than I should but I don't care excuse I love you and I want you to be mine. Will you be mine?" I remember the way her eyes shone as she looked at me and her smile was as bright and as glamorous as the sun as she said said she would be mine and that she loved me also.

So from that moment on I was her guardian through life. Until that day.

It had been almost half a year since we had officially become a couple. I remember I was on the couch and she was sitting on my lap. She was smiling about something that was on T.V. I was smiling because of her. Then suddenly she became very white and she took off to the bathroom. I followed behind her and I sat with her as she puked up everything from that day. I watched as she became increasingly pale and her whole frame started to shake. She looked at me and I knew something was wrong. I quickly grabbed her off the bathroom floor and up the stairs to my bedroom. I layed her down on the bed and layered blankets on top her to help her to warm up. She was burning up on her head but her teeth were chattering so hard I was scared she was going to breaks a tooth. I sat with her and sang to her until she fell asleep. After she was asleep, I ran to the phone and called Dr. Haner. I told him what her symptoms were and he said he'd be at the house in 15 minutes.

He came and I ushered him into the room. He carefully gave her a check up and nodded to the hallway.

He sat down and said; "Im very sorry to say this, but from what I can tell, Holland has some form of a parasite in we stomach. She is breathing unevenly and I don't know if she will make it through the night. I am very sorry."

I was about to argue when I heard a loud crash coming from the bedroom. I ran in there as fast as I could and I saw Holland laying on the ground with blood running out if her mouth and nose. I ran over to her and saw she wasn't breathing and had a concussion. She was dead.

All I remember after that is lying next her and singing quietly to myself. Dr. Haner called the police and ambulance and got her onto a stretcher with a blanketiver her face. I sat there and started singing a song that just popped into my head. I quickly ran to grab a piece of paper and quickly wrote down the lyrics. I named the song "The Ghost of You" and decided to sing it at her Funeral. I knew that I would never forget her but that this song would help and I knew that I would always remember the moment I told her I loved her. And she said she loved me too.
And she was MY Gaurdian angel. Forever.

Notes

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