Behind The Words

I remember the day I learned what it was like to feel alone. That was the day That she walked out on me. Bexley. Beautiful, insecure, scared but amazingly sweet, Bexley. My Bexley. The girl I met when I was Fifteen. Who made me see who I am. Who taught me that life is not for wasting. That love can be taken away in a moment. And she was right. But I never thought it would be our love that would be taken apart.

I met Bexley On a subway. I don't remember anything. Expect that she looked at me like I was a bug. A bug that needed to be squished as quickly as possibly before it bit anyone. Yep. That was the way I met Bexley. I forgot about her for a few months. Then one day I saw her sitting in the Library with a book about Killing with a Two sided dagger in her hand. I sat watching her for almost an hour before she finally looked up. When she did, I Knew she recognised me. But she made no move to show it, except for a flicker in her eye. She sat down her book and slowly walked in my direction. She got to where I was sitting and sat in a chair a few feet away from me. She looked at me through her eyelashes and gave me a small smile. I smile back and that was the start of a new relationship. It started with us being friends and then we decided we felt more than just being friends. Slowly I began to find different sides of her. Sweet. Scared. Sarcastic. But I realised that I loved her. Right then and there, I realised. I loved Bexley Averate.

After a solid five month relationship, Our relationship started to crumble. Slowly at first. But then more and more as we got to now each other more. One day We had a fight. A huge fight. About Milk. Milk. Milk that I had forgotten to pick up at the grocery store the week before. We started screaming at each other over the counter and soon she walked out.

I didn't see her for 3 weeks. Then one day I saw her. With him. Drew Mockler. One of the most popular seventeen year olds in the town. That was the day I realised I had lost her. I tried talking to her after that. But she was adamant about ignoring me. I went into some depression problems and came out of it with a song idea. It was called Im Not okay. And it was true. I wasnt okay when I was with her. She made me feel like Inwa perfect when I wasn't. So the song came and it worked out perfectly. I told our band "My Chemcal Romance" about it and we put some music to it and then we had our first single. And I know that as long as I am me, I will never be Okay (I Promise).

Notes

This is the first One Shot! I hope you like it and have fun reading it! I Love MCR so this was amazingly easy to write. Ill Update soon! - Grayson