seconds later from the door slamming, i fell to my knees. he loved me. he really fucking loved me. my heart which was now broken in to pieces felt like it was on fire. i don't sob or make any noise at all to begin with. streams of tears silently rolled down my cheeks. i was such an idiot. of course he fucking loved me. he said it himself. he gave me a home. he could have killed me if he wanted. he loved me. "Rose?" i could hear Brendon say from behind me. "Rose, baby. what happened?"
he bent down and wrapped his arms around my waist pulling me into his lap.
"h-he..." i stammered. "he, l-loved-d m-me."
"Gerard?" i nodded.
"he said that he was in love with me right to my face then left me. i didn't realize that he loved me. all those things he said were true."
"baby..." he muttered.
"i wanna go find him."
"Rose, no you don't want to do that."
"and why not?"
"he never treated you with any respect, you said it yourself. stay with me. i need you here." i wanted to stay with Brendon. i really did, but he's not the one that my heart desired. he was fun to mess around with and was always the kindest of kind but i just couldn't see myself with him in the future.
"no Brendon. i want to go find him. i-i want to give him another chance."
"No you can't do that!" he yelled.i could feel him start to shake and hold on to me tighter. "I'm so lonely. please. i need you to stay here with me," i could tell by his tone that he had started to cry. "i-i love you."
"Brendon, i love you too, but its a different type of love than the one i feel for Gerard."
"no... you can't leave me... i can't loose another."
i paused. "another, Brendon?"
he sniffed and pulled me closer to him. "i was married once. to a girl named Sarah. she looked a lot like you.i loved everything about her and one day i asked her to be my wife. she said yes and we got married. i bought this house for her and we lived here for almost two years. we tried and tried for baby but... we found out she couldn't have kids... one night he got in a bad fight and i hit her. we didn't speak for days until she told me that she wanted a divorce. when she came into my life, i felt so much happier and fuller as a person and didn't want her to leave. we got into another fight and..." he took a long pause and teared up. "i shot her in the head." he buried his face into my shoulder and sobbed loudly. all i could do is listen. "when the police came, i set things up to make it look like she had killed herself. they didn't question it and i was free. i just... don't want to be all alone anymore. you're the first actual love I've felt in years. please." he spoke. "please don't go..."

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it was a few hours after Brendon's break down. i had went upstairs to think and Brendon had gone out. "Rose..." i heard him say." i turned my head up to see him standing in the bedroom doorway.
"h-hi." i muttered.
"come on. i want to show you something." i didn't question it. i followed him back downstairs but down to a basement that i didn't know he had. it was cold and mainly made of concrete. he led me down a dark hallway to the last room where he took out a key from his pocket and unlocked the door. with a creek, it slowly opened to reveal a figure.
Brendon turned the lights on and i could clearly make out a person tied to a chair. the person's head jerked up and it was clearly Gerard tied up with duct tape over his mouth. his eyes widened and he tried speaking in an excited voice but came out muffled.
out of the corner of my eye i could see Brendon holding something. a knife. "here." he said handing it to me.
"B-brendon..."
"i want you to kill him." Gerard tried speaking again.
"Brendon, i..."
"listen sweetheart, if you don't kill him in the next two hours then i will forced to kill him myself, along with you." he then slammed the door and locked it. there was no way getting out. i turned back to Gerard who's eyes were wider than ever.

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Notes

oops, yep. well make sure to comment what you thought and what might happen next. the only thing i could think about while writing this was Matt Good from drugs and from first to last WHICH IS COMING BACK!!! but another thing, WHERE WAS FRANK THROUGHOUT ALL THIS!?!?!?!?!
title from Time to Dance by Panic! at The Disco,well be sure to comment rate and if you want to see more, subscribe! luv yalls