Beautiful Distraction

i didn't know why but i had been avoiding her. not any reason in perticular. maybe just the fact that i was with my old friends again and was slowly turning back into my old self. before she came in my life. she had impacted my life so much, i didn't even notice. when i slept with her i statred to crave something more than just lust. like possible something a little more. but i knew that we couldn't have anything more than what we had then.
we both sat at the kitchen table simply talking for the first time in days. "so we're leaving next week?" she asked me.
"yeah. or until we have enough money for the next few months." i replied.
she paused for a second before asking,"would it be okay if i could maybe stay here?"
"absolutely not."
"why not?"
"you're mine. you go where i go. plus Brendon doesn't want you here. you're coming with me."
"but what if i don't want to go?"she asked. didn't want to go? i knew Brendon and he wasn't exactly a good guy. biggest player ever for one. never did hold out a relationship. he always craved more than one woman at a time. in my eyes, a cold being. but i happen to befriend those type of people a lot.
"you're going and that's final." i could tell she was getting angry at me. but i had to say something. no way was i letting her stay there. Brendon had used that trap all before. pretend to care about them and just when they're vulnerable, he changed into an whole different person and sometimes ened up killing some of the people he kept when he grew tired of them.
"what ever happened to the old you. the one who actually cared about me and my feelings?" she stated.
"Rose, you don't have a choice. you're coming with me. you do what i say. you. are. mine." i started to get frustrated.
"i was never yours!" i started to yell. "i want to make my own choices and be my own person, not just your toy that you use get off and make money. this past week has been one of the best i've had in a while and i want to stay here with Brendon!"
i stopped and smilied slightly."oh, so this is about Brendon is it? sweetheart, he doesn't love you. he may seem like he cares but it's all a part of a little trap he uses. see, once i'm gone, he'll become a whole new person. one who isn't as nice and will hurt you a lot more than you think. he just wants to use you."
"oh and you don't?" i wanted to slap her at that point. she really had no idea what a heartless person Brendon really was. sure he was a hell of an actor but i don't think he could ever love anyone.
"you are coming with me and that's final." i stood up from the table and began to leave. "and if you try to stand up to me again like that, you'll fucking regret it." i had to say something to keep her from asking again.
i stepped in to the living room where Frank and Brendon sat. "not cool, dude." Frank said, staring blankly at the TV screen.
"oh shut up, and you" i said gesturing to Brendon. "how dare you use that trick on Rose. she's mine and you can't take her from me."
"what the hell are you talking about?" he asked me.
"i'm talking about the little trick you use on girls to make them think you love them but end up using them like everyone else."
"i'm not doing that. i actually care about her, unlike some people..."
"zing." Frank added
"stay out of this!" i yelled at him. "exuse me but i'm the one who took her in, in the first place. i gave her a home when no one loved her."
"i'm sorry but i remember you telling me when you orginally met you had plans to kill her and orginally only used her as a little toy to get off."
"say anything like that ever again and i will make sure you die a slow and painfull death." i didn't want to face the truth. yeah, im the beginning, she was just a little toy, but when i really got to know her, she was an amazing person.
"sure you will. now i'm going to check on the girl who i care about so much that i actually want to make her happy." he spat then pushed passed me and upstairs.
i wanted that fucker dead.

Notes

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