Beautiful Distraction

later that evening, of course, Brendon and i fucked. it had to be 3 am at the time. we had both just fininshed a hard orgasm and lay wrapped in eahother's arms."so, do you kill people regularly?" he asked me.
"not usually. i sometimes help with torture or am the bait. like always." i replied. "but it's all for fun, right?"
"yep. listen. i know about your problem and Gerard and shit but i just want you to know that you're always welcome here. it's been really fun having you here. is it crazy that i might be starting to devolop a crush on you?" say what now girlfriend. NO NO NO. he doesn't like me. no one's ever liked me and i used to think that no one ever would.
"maybe a little. but i'm just here to help Gerard make money and that's it. that's all i'm ever used for..." maybe Brendon liking me wasn't such a bad idea. i mean he's pretty nice and is a ton more caring than Gerard will ever be.
"but i think i'm starting to like you a little bit more than just a wasy to get off. listen, i know it's only been a week, but i feel i really have a connection with you..." ok so, Brendon likes me. for more than just a way to get off. this seemed really confusing. "and gerard said that you guys might be leaving next week but the truth is, i don't want you to go." he held onto me tightly and pressed his forehead to mine. wow. he was really that lonely. i mean a guy like him desurves to be happy. bsides the fact that he murders people (well, pretty much all my friends do at this point) he really is a nice guy. ever since i'd been there, he's been beyond kind and didn't really match the description of the man that Gerard and Frank talked about.
"i don't want to go either. but i go where Gerard takes me. i'm afraid i can't stay here with you. but i'm sure that i'll be back after we leave. this past week has been really fun and i would love to stay here with you, but i don't think Gerard would like that very much."
"well, i would love it if you decited to stay here with me. i may be friends with everyone in Vegas and somtimes have several different girls over a week, but sometimes it gets lonely and i wish there was someone you could wake up and be there just for them. and sometimes i wish to have that someone here with me." i had never heard anyone put it that way before but it made perfect scence.
"yeah. i sometimes wish i had someone like that too. but i've screwed up my life too much. i have done things that no woman should ever do and my trust in most people has been broken. i just can't imagine me being with someone for longer than one night."
"well, you're always welcome here. i love having you arund and would love it if you would just stay for a little while. i feel like there might be something between us. something that i don't think either of us have expierienced." he was right. i had never felt this way. i know i'd only known the man for a week and a half but i felt like i'd known him forever. he treated me with such respect. respect that no one had ever given me and i felt i would be happy staying there with him.
"well then, i'm staying." i said quietly. "i don't want to go. i feel like i belong here., with you. and i think i might." i pressed my body closer to his.
"i'm glad that you are. it's gets lonely here. but we now have to have Gerards permission."
"i'll think of something in the morning." i said. "goonight." i said
"goodnight. love ya." he whispered to me. and man did it feel good. i think i was in love witjh Brendon.

Notes

i just had like a pot of coffee and thought, WELL WHY NOT WRITE SOMETHING FOR MEH PEEPS, so i did. hope you like. so what do you think Gerard will think of their plans?!?!?!?!?! i don't even know and it might take a while for me to come up with something. maybe some of you guys can help me because i get distracted very easily then i looe the idea of what i was going to write so i wouls appriciate it if you guys would message me with some ideas on the next chapter. i want to know what my viewers would like to see from me. so you have like a week and a half to tell me. just drop your idea in my message box and hey! maybe i'll publish it! i'll be sure to give creddit it the notes and beginning to the people who gave me ideas. well, rate comment and if you like this story then subscriiiiibe. k luv yalls bai <3.