Just Sleep

I felt my heart burst. Every piece of my world was falling apart, and now, no one was going to be there to help me pick up the pieces. When I fell, my mother always picked me back up and was there for me as best she could. She was the only person I could ever open up to. The pain of everything hit me like a ton of bricks. I hated everything and everyone. I hated my uncle for putting me in here. I hated myself for not fighting back. And I even hated the doctor for not telling me and making Gerard tell me.I hated whoever crashed into her and the people who couldn't save her.

Angry tears fell silently from my eyes and I felt like I couldn't take it any longer. I told Gerard to leave, but of course, he refused. It didn't matter anyway. My wall broke me down and there was no way in hell it was going back up anytime soon. Gerard took me an pulled me close. My sobs took over my body so I had no controll over how I moved. He laid my head on his chest and carressed my head. It eventually calmed me down and I fell asleep on him.

"Frank." I heard a whisper in my ear. I looked around and was in my bedroom again. Realizing where I was, I jumped out of my bed. My face was back to normal. Everything was. I ran out of my room to see my mother in the kitchen, happy and alive.

"Frankie!" She said. She grabbed me and held me as close as possible. "I'm so sorry." She chocked on her words
"I know. It's okay." I held her. We both started crying.
"I didn't know he was there. I don't know how he even got in. And when I heard you were in the hospital... I... Just had to get to you." She said. As her story unfolded, the marks on her face from the crash and skin deteriorated from her face. I looked at mine. The bruises were back and everything I couldn't feel, hit me like a bus.
"I'm sorry Frankie. I didn't want you to see me like this. I'm sorry Frank." She let go of me," I love you Frank. Don't ever forget that. I'm always with you, even when you can't see me. Just pray and I'll be right there." She kissed my forehead and disappeared...

"Frank." I heard another whisper in my ear. It was deep and soothing. The hand was being run through my hair. I sat up. Gerard moved back and I laid back in my bed. The side of my face was warm from laying on Gerard's chest.

"How long was I asleep?" I asked, rubbing my face.
"About an hour or so, maybe two." He said yawing. He was tired and it showed.
"Why didn't you lay me down? You could have gotten some sleep too."
He blushed. "I didn't want to wake you." He saw me staring at him and he blushed more and put his head in between his legs.
"Gerard, please sleep." I put a pillow at the end of the bed and patted the spot so he could sleep. The sun peaked out of my hospital window. It hit Gerard's face and it made his face glow. His hazel eye were more vibrant and his hair was more brilliant. His face and his lips looked pale, but beautiful. We locked gazes and I grabbed his hand.
He tightened his grip and said, "It will be okay, I promise." And we fell asleep.

Notes

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