Just Sleep

Every time I thought of Gerard, I felt my heart beat faster and my stomach flip with lust. His lips looked tiny but were full and warm. With every thought of him touching me, my body shivered. And then with every memory of last night, I felt worried. I couldn't help but feel anxiety that he was going to leave me, just like everyone else, just like my mother.

"Hey." I heard a faint knock on my bedroom door. Lindsey had her jet black hair in perky pigtails. Her lips were as red as cherries and the rest of her was covered in her three favorite colors; Black, White, and Red.
"I don't have any more classes today and I have the day off. Do you wanna go do something?"
i waited a minuet. I didn't feel like doing anything, except sleep. "Sure. What did you have in mind?" I asked, trying to convince the both of us that I was okay.
"I was thinking a drive is much needed." She said . I actually agreed. I liked taking drives. When my mom was still here, when ever we both felt burnt our or over whelmed, we went for drives. Some were filled with laughter and long, deep, conversations, others, were meant to be silent.
"That sounds nice." I said, actually being truthful this time.
She grinned widely. "Great! Do you wanna go now, or do want to pick up Gerard after he gets out of school?"
i hesitated. Having him there would be nice, but he probably needed a break from me. "Let's go now. We can leave him a note." I smiled and got dressed.

It was a warm spring day. I felt the warm, crisp air kiss my skin. I shivered with pleasure and smiled. we got in the car and left. 2:30 pm. The clock in Lindsey's car blinked as the it turned on.
"You let me sleep in super late Lyn'z!" I said chuckling as I buckled in.
"I thought you might of wanted it." She said smiling. The corners of her lips curled she chuckled. "Besides, you got to dream of Gerard..."
My face flushed and then beamed with a burning sensation, leaving me frozen and speechless. She laughed and pulled out the parking lot of the apartments. This drive was going to be a long, silent yet teased one. But oddly enough, I wouldn't have wanted to be any where else.

Notes

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