
Just Sleep
When Through It All
"I have to posses Frank?" I asked as I felt my heart sink to the floor. My stomach turned in disagreement.
"You or someone else." My master said in flat tone. His voice was deep and his words made me sick.
I had to leave from my anxiety inflicted nausea. I splashed water on my face in the sink, trying to extract the burning heat from my cheeks. I went back out with a blank face and mind, sat down and stared into my masters dark eyes.
"Master," I started, "there has to be something I can do differently."
"Gerard, it has always been this way. No one has ever came to a different solution. Those have always been the rules."
"There has to be something different. Someone must have felt differently about the rules." I paused. "Frank Iero doesn't need his soul to be cleansed. He needs someone to be there for him when he has fallen. I know what he needs. Please don't make me do this, master..." I sighed.
He was silent. He opened his pale lips a few times like he was going to say something. Then he finally spoke. "There is one way, and one way only. If you, Gerard, can prove you can refuse to posses, then you must make guardee happy, without reading his mind. You may still enter dreams, but you cannot enter his thought process. You must feel every once of pain he feels, more than you already do. Is that something willing to do?" He asked.
"For Frank, I would do anything. No matter the cost." I stated proudly.
"As you wish." He said softly. "Just know, if you fail by the time I come back, I'm taking you back with me." His words haunted me. I nodded. He later left. I felt a sigh of relief release as soon as he left.
"Do you think you can do it? Not reading Franks mind?" Mikey asked.
"It usually helps me more when it comes to make him happy. But it's my responsibility to make him happy, no matter what. Even it means that I can't do what comes naturally." I stated. Mikey shrugged an his glasses slumped down to his nose. I laughed and was returned with a punch in the arm as we did the dishes. He smiled and continued in his silence.
•Next Day•
I woke up, feeling Frank's lips linger. I regretted waking up, but I had to go to "school," for Frank's sake. I actually was going to school today. I wasn't going to lie to him about where I was going. I never did. I did skip a few times over the past month that he's been gone, and he made me tell him.
I got dressed and started walking. I picked up two coffees. One for me and one for Frank, just in case he came. I would drink his if he wasn't there. I usually have to drink two or more by the time I get to school so really, no problem. I know, I'm addict. I don't really care. It's not like Frank is going to out grown me anytime soon.
I felt my stomach turn with excitement and my chest beat rapidly. I looked around to see what was making me feel this forced, physical, movement within my body. I found no one around me. I felt my own disappointment, expecting to see Franks smile coming towards me. As long as I could feel his happiness, I knew this was going be fine.
This was going to be fine.
I can make him happy.
I can do this.
He was going to be happy.
I was going to be happy.
We were going to happy.
Notes
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