Just Sleep

*Gerard's POV*
My heart raced as our lips brushed together, and fell when he clutched his chest. Just like every time he thought I didn't care. It broke my heart, or whatever I have in my chest. But I'll explain that later. It was the first time I was scared for someone I cared for. I had to care for him. He's the only reason why I came to earth. Again, I'll explain later why.

After they took Frank to the ER, I stayed in his old room, until they came to get me. I was so worried that he wasn't going to make it. Not even coffee could calm me, trust me, I tried. When they finally told me that he was going to be okay, I went and slept in his new room.

I heard him giggling when I woke up."Huh? IERO!!" I jumped off the couch, onto his bed and held him close! I felt so much better with him in my arms.
"Yeah?" He smirked. I pushed him off gently and narrowed my eyes.
"I thought you going to die, Frank." I sighed. His face went from joking to guilty.
Frank, when are you going to realize, he doesn't care about you. He just feels bad for you. You're just another charity case to make him look better." He thought. God, it made me so mad that he thought that way. Was it because I made fun of him? Is it because he didn't get attention at home? I wish I could tell him to stop thinking that way, without breaking my promise. Or all hell would break loose, literally. I will admit, I did try to fuck around with his brain, but that was only to make him nervous around me. I like being the only one who knows what's going on. Besides, it worked.

Speaking of which, I have explaining to do. So, I'm an Angel. A Fallen Angel to be exact. I never died because I wasn't born to begin with. I was raised in The Middle. Basically like what you would call the fourth demension. I've never had a reason to be brought down to earth until Frank was born. Like I said, I was never born. I've had a soul forever. Just never a body to live in. So I created my own. So when Frank was born, my master told me it was time to be his angel. I know I wasn't there his whole life but I knew when I had to be, and it was now. That's why I can mess with his brain. There are things if can't do. If he thinks direct thoughts about me like "I think you're amazing," I can't hear it. Only when they're indirect like "he's perfect." Well I can do it to anyone, I just can't feel their emotional, physical an mental pain. Only Frank's. His Guardian Angel.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know you were so worried about me." He confessed and sighed.
"It's okay." I smiled and cupped his face like before. I looked into his greenish eyes and was in a trance. He laughed softly and put his head down. He was smiling.
"What?" I asked as I smiled.
He shook his head, "Nothing." He brought his head back up and was still smiling. I stared at him blankly. Thinking about the way he smiled, how his whole face had to smile with him. The way his eyes gleamed when the New Jersey sun hit his face. He was beautiful, and he was mine, he just didn't know it yet.

Notes

TEHEHE!!! THE FRERARDNESS DEVOLOPS SLOWLY AN NOW YOU HAVE TO KEEP READING!!!
I'm sorry, I'm in that evil mood right now..
Hey, you learned about Gee today!
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Stay Ugly (:
ps
i had to use Demolition Lovers for this one. I love that song(: