Boy Division

It's been two days since Gerard was over and a month since I fell asleep on his bed. I hadn't talked to him since he took care of me. I hadn't talked to anyone. I regret him seeing me broken like that. I regret bringing him over. I didn't regret kissing his jawline. The stubble on his neck, the way he held his breath, they way he laid his head on my shoulder...

I walked into the school, looking like shit., I knew I did. I had almost no make up on, and put my black and purple hair in a bun. All I had on was my worn out, white Chuck's, a pair of black leggings, and an old Misfits shirt. I really didn't want to be there but I was thankful it was Friday.

My classes seemed shorter, which meant a longer lunch. I wanted to be myself but with my luck, all the guys sat with me.

When the guys walked up, Gerard and frank where laughing about something, they both giggled like two little girls. I laughed softly and pretended I didn't notice.

Gerard sat across from me, which made me question myself, but as soon as we locked eyes, he told me everything was okay. We both laughed softly. We started laughing hysterically. We laughed so hard, water lightly poured from our eyes. It was a crazy kind of laugh. The guys just stared at us like we were on some type of drug. I really needed the laugh. I needed him to laugh with me. I knew everything was going to be fine.

As I walked to my last class, someone tugged on my wrist. The person tugged harder, pulling and spinning me a couple times. I smiled when I realized I was in his arms. He grabbed my cheeks and kissed me. His lips were fuller than they looked. He brought my body closer by pulling on my hips. My fingers slowly went threw his red hair and stopped at the back of his head. When he pulled away, he smiled at the edge of my lips. I pulled him right back, sweeter than before. Our hands slowly moved around each other bodies. I started to move my hands down his neck, into his jacket, when the tardy bell rang. Our eyes widened and we ran to our last class together, English 3A.

Later that day, Gerard took me out. We went to some of the many malls in Belleville. He took me into a few stores and we mocked ignorant face. Later on, we found a burger stand and ate. I was starving.

After eating we looked for the nearest Starbucks. I wasn't in the mood for coffee, but of course, Gerard was. I was starting to get cold so I bought a hot chocolate. We walked around town all night. His honey hazel eyes gleamed in the moonlight. This boy, this moment, this place, this day, was perfect.

We finally got to my house around 8:30. I didn't want him to leave, so I invited him to stay a while. The TV was on and my mom had snacks out. The kitchen and living room lights were on.

I was happy Gerard was staying, but the happiness sank down to the floor when I opened the door. I entered my house to see the only person I've ever hated. My own flesh and blood. My father.

Notes

Hey. Sorry if this chapter seemed short. I had to get that kiss out of the way.
Kiss Out Of The Way....
Sorry...
I had too...
I was there alright?
God I'm stupid.
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