Boy Division

He was lying when he said he was fine. I knew it. It made me feel guilty. I shouldn't have drawn her in the first place. I should have just stopped. I should have kept my pad in my bag. It was my fault he was upset and I didn't know how to make it better.

My phone buzzed on my chest and it made me jump. It was him.

Him: Hey Monalee. Do you want to come over? I'm alone.

Me: Okay. I'll be over soon.

Him: Okay. See you when you get here.

I pulled into his driveway and felt anxious. I got the feeling someone was watching me again. I pushed it aside and went to his door. I knocked softly and waited patiently. He opened the door with a grin and watery eyes. He had been crying. He sniffled and kissed me softly. He pulled me inside while pressing himself into me. I pulled on the back of his head, bringing him as close as I could. My finger rustled through his crimson hair an felt his body press harder into mine. His breathing became uneasy as he licked my lips. I sighed loudly and he smirked within. He picked me up and carried me downstairs. He sat me on the bed and lead me to the wall. He moved down and started to kiss my jawline. I moaned softly and found my fingers, digging in his back. I took off his shirt and ran my hands up and down his back, lightly scratching as he lightly sucked on my neck. I could feel his hot breath on my neck and held his head in my neck. He moved back up to my lips and I felt his hands run up my shirt slowly. I wrapped my legs around his body and kissed his neck. He moaned and bit his lip as nibbled back. His hands moved down my waist and nibbled at my shoulder. He sighed and bit my lip super hard. I moaned but I couldn't tell if it was out of pain or pleasure. His hands were on my thighs and started rubbing them. I got nervous.
"Mona..." He sighed, panting and out of breath. "It's okay." I looked into his eyes and forced my tongue into his mouth. I could taste the nicotine just like before. I pushed him onto his bed. I went in for his neck and he whispered "Please..." He moaned. I let him take off my shirt. He grabbed my waist into his and I slowly started grinding on him. He flipped me over and was on top of me. He started kissing down my body and felt him smirk. I started to get nervous again. He stopped and looked at me. He knew. He traced my body outline and it gave me chills. He crawled up my body and laid his head in my chest. I fell asleep to him twiddling with my fingers and his uneasy breathing. He moved his hand into my inner thigh and rubbed it with his thumb. I knew he was asleep when he stopped.

We slept for hours. I texted my mom telling her I was staying the night there and fell back asleep, playing with his hair. I didn't want it to end. It never would.

Notes

A little smut?
I'm sorry..
i suck at this stuff
i haven't even had my first kiss yet so yeah.
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