
Boy Division
It Better Be Just My Size
Mikey? Mad? Why would he be mad? I know I spent all weekend with Mona, but I haven't felt close to him lately. I mean, yeah, he's my brother, basically my truest friend, but he has been distant lately. I wonder if he really was mad, but I'd ask him about it later.
"Gerard!" I shot my head up, taking me away from my thoughts. "What are you doing?" My teacher asked.
"Whatever you want me to do." I winked with a deep voice, sounding seductive as ever. I was gifted with a punch in the arm from Mona as she laughed. Her perfect, amazing laugh.
"I want you to pay attention!" She yelled. She stare and threw my hands up like I was scared. I looked over at Mona doodling something in her notepad. When the bell rang, I stole it from her.
"Fuck! What if he sees it?" I heard her think. "Gerard give it back!" She yelled as I flipped through the pages until I found the pages she was thinking about. Eventually, I stopped in. My tracks. I heard her footsteps and then stop.
"G-Gerard, I-I can explain..." She started. She didn't have to though. I felt my eyes burn like flames as I stared at the picture. She looked so real, like I could feel the warmth that I remembered as I stared into her lively eyes. When I noticed tear drops on the drawing I gave it back to Mona. I cringed as she took the picture of my mother.
"I found her so, intreging. The way described her, I just couldn't get her out o my head. I had to let it out and that's how. I didn't want you to see it... I just..."
I turned around, not wiping any tears from my face. "Hey," she touched my cheek and rubbed the tears away. I forced a smile, "it's amazing." I wasn't lying either. She smiled and kissed my lips softly. The taste of her lips lingered on mine and it made me want more. I loved her. She was all I wanted. I didn't want this moment to end, and when it did, I felt down again. I forced what I could for the rest of the day, hoping I could convince everyone I was fine. I knew, I failed.
Notes
Sappy shit everywhere.
Sorry if you don't like sappy shit.
But if you like the story,
Just look at it as a rough patch..
Of flowers and love...
Mkay.. Will continue on Saturday, if I have time.
Birthday stuff this weekend.
Birthday on Monday...
Yay.
Stay Ugly(:
@Stayuglyandsing_ urban just one right now, I just started writing it so it's really short right now but I'm working on it :/ it's meh
6/8/14