Boy Division

My fingers gripped my bedsheets, looking for body heat even though I knew he wasn't there. I was sad and then remembered how he held me and I couldn't stop smiling. He was in my mind all the time and I knew, he wouldn't be able to leave. Life was perfect, and for the first time since my brother died, I felt happy.

"Monalee Charlotte May!" I heard my mother call as she began to walk to my room. I pulled the sheets over my head. She ripped them off anyway. "I've heard your alarm go off, and have called your names at least fifteen times, why the hell haven't you gotten up yet?" She was sitting next to me on my bed.
I smiled, "I didn't hear anything?" I said and laughed. She shoved me playfully.
"Well, get your tiny ass up, your going to be late, for Gerard." She teased.She exaggerated on his name and it made me smile. "C'mon now, get up."
"Wait... Aren't you supposed to be sleeping?"
"I couldn't sleep because your fucking alarm kept going off, I'm surprised you didn't wake up." She said.
"I'm up now, so... Shoo and go back to bed. You need it mom."
"If you say so!" She kissed my forehead and shuffled back to her room. I got up and got dressed.

"Monalee!" I heard a teased voice somewhere in the crowd of people around my locker. It was who called me that from the start, Gerard. He came up behind me and was hugging me from behind. His hands went up my shirt from a little, lifting my shirt up enough to cover his thumbs. I melted. He rested his head in my shoulder and kissed my neck gently. I held his head and started to play with his hair.
"You know me so well." He said with eyes closed and a quiet sigh. I kept playing with his hair and holding his face. I kissed his cheek and smiled. I kept pecking on his soft skin. He turned his head and pressed his lips into mine.
"EW! Get a room!" We both heard a yell in the distance. It was Frank. His shortness made me laugh every time I saw him.
"What the hell are you laughing at?" He asked
"Nothing.." I said trying not to laugh any louder than I already was.
"What the fuck ever. So when was this official?" He pointed at me and Gee holding hands. Gerard and I looked at each other.
"Um, well... uh.. I guess..." I started looking at him. Remembering that three days ago, was the first time we kissed, five days since the first time he came over and over a month since I was at his, remembering.
"Friday, I guess." He shrugged.
"Oh, that's why Mikey was so mad.." Frank spilled and then realized what he said. He realized there was no going back now.
"Mikey? Mad?" He asked. Gerard did spend all weekend with me.
"M-maybe it was something else.. I don't really know." Frank said trying to cover it up. I wasn't convinced but Gerard was for some reason.
"Yeah.. Oh well... I'll figure it out later." Gee said as the first bell rang. We walked to our first together. I loved the way he held me and my hand. I just loved it all.

Notes

Short. But what do you think should happen with Mikey? I already have ideas but I want some serious feedback please.
I'll stop writing...
I'm serious...
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Nah, I have no life now.
But seriously.
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