Everything Will Be Ok

He couldn’t even look me in the eye. I could have sworn he was going to yell at me, but he took me by surprise when he just walked off to the car with nothing to say. The only thing I could do was follow him as we both got in the car. When I glanced over at him in the driver’s seat, he quickly stuck the key into the emission and forcefully hit the gas pedal, with his hands gripping tight onto the steering wheel. It was obvious that he was furious, but the look in his face showed as if someone struck him in the heart with I knife. “Gerard…you got to listen to me…it’s not at all what it looks like…”I pleaded for him to respond, but he remained silent as the car jerked onto the freeway. “Please Gee…talk to me…” Tears began to fall once again. “I love you Gerard…Please you got to listen to me…” His eyes were kept on the road as we finally approached the house. “Gee please stay so I can explain…” Still ignoring me, he got out of the car and slammed the door as he finally entered the house. I didn’t even bother following him in, knowing that he would just continue on with the silent treatment and just sat there for a few minutes. As I sat there in the car, alone in the dark, I began to see the headlights of a car from down the street. The first thought that came to mind was Nathan. What if he came back to try to stop me from telling Gerard what he did to me. Without thinking, I hurried out of the car and sprinted to the front door as I got inside and locked the door behind me. I was not going to take any chances with Nathan again.

When I entered through the walkway, I noticed that most of the lights in the house were off, causing only the moon shine through. Since Gerard was nowhere to be seen, I just decided to head up the stairs, so I could go to my room and sleep. As I was now at the top of the stairway, I could hear the sound of Gerard swearing from his bedroom. Trying my best to ignore him, I was startled to hear the sound of glass break. What the fuck was going on? I then tiptoed over to his door as I opened it to reveal a very angry Gerard. He didn’t notice me at first, but once I cleared my throat he turned strait around to face me. “Get out Taylor!” He yelled. I had never heard him yell in that kind of tone before. “Gerard pleas-“He cut me off. “I said get out! I don’t want to talk to you or see you after how you betrayed me!” His words caused my heart to shatter into a million pieces. “Gerard it’s not what it seems…” His face began to turn bright red with fury. “What the fuck do you mean by its not what it seems…Cause its seems to me that my girlfriend that I thought loved me, decided to have a little affair with one of my own good friends, thinking that I wouldn’t find out! “He spat. “What do you mean?” I asked giving him a puzzled look. “Oh stop acting dumb Taylor. I wasn’t born yesterday to know that you and Dave hooked up tonight, causing you to have a ginormous hickey on your neck!” My jaw dropped at his remark. “Gerard that’s not what happened!” I argued, as I continued to cry more and more. “Of course that’s what happened! And to think that I was generous enough to help you get you that fuckin job.” He hissed. Halfway through the argument I noticed one of the vases smashed on the ground next to the dresser. That was probably the reason for hearing that loud crashing sound earlier. I then took my gazes off the broken vase and back up to Gerard. “For the last time I told you that’s not what happened!” I whimpered. “Just stop fucking lying to my face and get out!” He yelled, his voice cracking. Knowing that there was nothing I could do for him to believe me, I just left and ran into my room crying.

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I awoke later in the night to see that my clock read 1:25 AM. As I lifted my body off my bed, I quietly exited the bedroom as I walked myself down the stairs, trying me best not to make a sound. When I entered the kitchen to get myself a glass of water as I saw a dark figure lying on the living room couch. At first I thought it was Mikey returning from Brook’s house, but when I got closer I realized it was Gerard. My eyes widened to see several empty beer bottles lying on the carpet, with one still clutched in his hand. Of course he was out cold, so instead of trying to wake him, I just placed a light blanket over the lower half of his body. It was nice to see him finally relaxed, instead of angry for a change, but I knew once he would awake in the morning that he would be back to grumpy and hung-over. The worst part of it all was that I knew it was all because of me…

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