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The Fallen and The Found.

I'll fix you Gerard Way, I Will.

Whist Frank was outside of Gerard's room, heading out to get some coffee for him, Frank heard something he didn't want to hear "suspected suicide attempt though......... Overdose.......... yeah i know, sad isn't it?........... Think he has a boyfriend looking after him...... I think so....... seemed quite camp.......... hard to tell under all that depression" were they even allowed to talk about their patients like that? Frank didn't think so. Then it hit him like a tonne of bricks. Suicide attempt?! Surely not! Now he thought about it, Gerard wasn't just drunk like he had thought, he was depressed. He remembered what he said "all the things that I've seen, i just, i cant do this anymore" and then he abandoned him.
Frank ran into the room where the man was gossiping. "Hey, sorry to interrupt, but since you were talking about me anyway i think i can intrude this time" the man looked a little taken aback, he had light blonde hair that tufted up and he was very tall, he was also wearing a crisp white shirt with no crinkles or marks.
"Its important, do you really think he was committing suicide?"
"Patient confidentiality Sir, sorry." He mumbled obviously realising how hypocritical he sounded. "Oh fuck that! Its my god-damn boyfriend, and what do you care about confidentiality? I just caught you blabber-mouthing about us!" He spat.
Frank kind of shocked himself, he never swore much, especially around new people "sorry..." He added cringing at his previous panic. The man looked up "yes." He spoke.



"Gerard?" He looked up, responding to his name. "I want you to tell me what happened after I left last night!" Gerard looked up sheepishly at his newly equipped boyfriend, as if trying to decide whether to tell him or trying not to tell him. "Well, you know, I took some pills" he trailed off ashamed of himself, why did they have to bring this up when everything was so perfect? "Gerard? You werent.. I mean... Trying to..." Frank hesitated, he felt like his heart was being deflated slowly, getting worse and worse every minute he had to wait. "I thought you didn't love me."
Frank wrapped his arms around Gerard and gave him a hug, Frank was sobbing silently, it was his fault. It was his fault he was in hospital. It would have been his fault it Gerard was wiped off the earth alltogether.
"Its all my fault."
"No" Gerard said quietly
"Its mine, I have depression Frank, I've been pretending to be fine, ever since 9.11... I saw it all Frank. Everything. At first it motivated me, I needed to do something with my life, stop moping around. But then it hit, id just seen all these people die, and it wasn't a movie, although it was like one, there was nothing i could do."
Silence fell over the room again and Frank held him tighter. "I'll fix you Gerard Way. I will."



Comments

@mikeysminexx
tryyiinng xD
inactive123 inactive123
11/14/13
come on gee gee! update now! xoxoxoxoxo
mikeysminexx mikeysminexx
11/12/13
@firebirdofthenight
Haha nope, not at all ;) thanks for liking it!!!:D
inactive123 inactive123
5/14/13
I LIKE THIS A LOT
...is it strange that my first thought when Frank started throwing up was "M-PREG!!!"?
Enjoy it <3
inactive123 inactive123
3/23/13