Get Ready To Destroya

FunGhouls P.O.V
Okay, I can fucking sleep. All I can thing about is Gerard, that was PartyPoisons name before we became killjoys, and that I love him. But, he would never love me back. How could he? I'm just fat and stupid and Weird and no one ever likes me. I bet he doesn't even like guys. Oh geez here he comes. Sweet Jesus. It looks like he gave his sleeping thing to Cherri, we found out that's her name.
See, what we had weren't really sleeping bags, they were these weird porta-bed things. They had a really squishy died that went on the Bottom and they were fairly wide. Big enough for like 2 people, but it would be kind of crowded.. It would be like sharing a twin bed with someone but even a little bigger then that. They compacted nicely and I'm glad we had them.
Anyways, Gerard (personal note, killjoy names will only be used is hen they are talking to one another) gave his to Cherri, poor kid. And so now he had no where to lay, so he sat down by the fire we made.. I felt bad, It was cold and he needed to sleep. So I decided to lay down and offer "Hey, I'm, Party-or,uh-Gerard, you can have my bed if you want. You were driving all day, you need it more then me." I said as I started crawling out.
"Or we could share it?" He said, almost sounding like a question. Did he really just say that?! What, um, geez frank don't be stupid.
"Yeah, c'mon, get comfy. But, um, I'm not wearing pants... Just boxers so if you want I can get some--"
"Frank, it's fine. I don't wear my pants to sleep either. Sleeping in skinny jeans isn't fun." I hadn't been called Frank in so long. Since we left. So it hadn't been that long, but it felt like forever.
"Okay" he climbed into my bed-thing. Jesus Frank, don't think about sex with Gerard, don't get hard. For the love of Christ. He is spooning with me. I could feel him, he was getting hard to. Not fully, but he was getting there. I turned to face him, "Gee, can I tell you something?" Jesus here goes, I'm going to tell him I like him.
"Yeah, Frankie, anything." Jesus he called me Frankie. I liked that a little too much.
"Um, well.." I could feel my face getting red. "I really like you Gerard. Like, more then a friend.." I was prepared for the worst. Rejection, hurt, him to laugh at me. But, that didn't happen.
"Really Frankie? You mean that?"
"Of course I mean it. I was just really scared to tell you.. and I totally understand if you don't like me back and if you--" what Gerard did next I was pretty unprepared for. He pressed his lips to mine. My mouth worked with his. His soft, warm lips. I loved Gerard, I had for a while now. Maybe he loved me back. Maybe.

Notes

Second one tonight. Be happy. AND it's frerard. You are totally loving me right now. Now, I am thinking that the next chapter might have some smut in it... So just be prepared. MIGHT, I'm not sure. I will try to update tomorrow. I love you.

And I would love some feedback, what do you think of it so far?
XoxoAR