Gerard was okay for a few weeks.He was clean,So he got sick a lot and his mood was worser than a girl on her period.But this week,Gerard decided to act like a huge bitch.I walked by the bathroom and heard the familiar of Gerard puking his guts out probably.I sighed then leaned on the door and waited for the sounds of vomiting was over."Gerard,You okay in there?"I asked then heard some more sounds of him puking.I got the paper towels then waited for himm to exit the bathroom.He walked out then took the paper towels and wiped his mouth then dug out some toothhpaste and went back into the bathroom.I just went and sat on the couch.Minutes later,He walked out and sat on the couch."Gerard.."I said while placing my hand on his shaking one.He responded by getting up then walked out the tour bus and slammed the door shut behind him.Frank then walked in."Who pissed off Gee?"He asked me."To be honest,I don't really know."I told him.Now a days with Gerard,I would never know.
I know that Gerard wasn't happy but the thought of that made my stomach hurt.I then decided to text him.
We gotta talk-Hayley
I'll be back soon-Gerard
He soon appered on the bus ad sat on the couch with me.His hazel looked everywhere except me."I know your not happy."I said while chewing on my nails.''Hey,Thanks for picking that up.''He said sarcastically.His hair fell into his face but he didn't fix it."Goddamnit if you don't want it just say so."I said holding back my tears."You mean 'this' as in life on tour?"He asked me."No,I mean this as in...Me."I weeped out.He then looked at me,His eyes sharp with anger and emotion."I'll always want you..But the question is,Do you want to be with me?"He asked me."Gerard,I love you and I mean it.I don't there's no one in this world who's made me happier than you have."I told him then grabbed his hand.His eyes then soften and so did his gaze."Why don't I believe you?"He asked me with sadness in his voice."I don't know Gerard but you should believe me because it's true.Just tell me how you feel."I said.
"I feel like you don't understand me right now and you don't love like you did before we left for tour."He said then rubbed his eyes."Gerard,You have only one thing right.I don't understand you but you can't blame me since I've never been addicted to drugs,alcohol or taking pills.I also don't smoke,and I don't know every single detail of your life to know you like you know you.So it makes sense I wouldn't understand you right now.Also Gerard,You're right about me loving you before we left for tour."I said and he hung is head."I love you more now.I'll love you forever,Even if you want me to stop.I still will."I said,His eyes lit up then and he closed his eyes.Gerard squeezed my hand while I held the heart necklace he gave to me.I love it like I love him.He opened his eyes."I was scared you were going to split or something."Gerard said."I'd never want that."I said then kissed him,smiling.
I then pulled back and leaned on Gerard."Hey Gerard I was waiting to give this you but I figured this would cheer you up."I said as I pulled out a limited edition Watchman comic book still covered in plastic from under the couch.His face lit up,a smile forming on his lips and his eye sparkled with happiness."Thank you so much Hayley!I love you!Mikey almost bought me one but it was too expensive.Where did you get it at?"He asked me."When we stopped in France,I picked it up at a comic book store."I told him."Oh my god!It must have cost a fortune!"He squealed like a kid."It's so perfect!"He said squealing again.When it calmed down that,Everyone went to bed...Except Gerard since he was either throwing up or worshipping his Watchman comic book.Eventually,Going to bed.
We spent the final days going around and finishing thier tour.It was hard to walk around since fans wanted Gerard's autograph when they saw him,But it was expected.On the final day,Brian rounded up everyone up and got us all on the plane home.He said he had to stay for awhile,But he'd be back soon.Frank and Mikey took turns petting Danger,Ray was on the phone with his girlfriend,Bob was sleeping and Gerard was listening to music while drawing with his pencil-less hand gripped mine.I was just listening to music while leaning on his shoulder.
Everything was so.....Perfect.

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