
Safe Secrets (Gerard Way)
Chapter 13

I woke up to the sound of Gerard's voice."Frank?"He said.I kept my eyes closed not wanting to interrupt their talk."What?"Frank said."Are you cool with the whole engagment thing?"Gerard asked Frank."Does she make you happy?"Frank asked."More than happy."Gerard said."Then,Who the fuck am I to tell you that you can't be happy?"Frank asked."My best friend."Gerard repiled."If she makes you happy then get married.She's perfect for you,You know."Frank told him."Yeah,Perfect."Gerard said.I guess they walked away because I couldn't hear them anymore."Hayley,Wake up."Gerard said,I then opened my eyes and smiled at him.He smiled also then stepped back,allowing me to get out."Good morning,Gerard."I said then got out of the bunk.He then slid his arms around my waist into a hug.He took his one hand and placed it on my cheek,slowly edging it closer to him.His lips met mine in an innocent kiss,No drugs,No alchol or anything in this kiss.He then stopped and moved his head back a bit,but held me close,looking into my blue eyes.He then closed his eyes."Thank you."He told me."For what?"I asked him.He opened his hazel eyes and smiled at me."For showing me that I have a reason to live."He said then leaned his mouth brushed past my cheek."I love you."He whispered into my ear."I love you too."I said meaning it.
He then realsed me.I then sat on the couch with Gerard."Hey Hayley.''Gerard said."Yeah?"I said."I hae no idea on how to plan a wedding."He said scratching the back of his head."I kinda of do."I said."When should it be?"He asked me."Winter."I answered quickly."Thank god,I thougt you wound want it in the summer.The whole sun thing sucks."He said and we laughed.Danger,For the first time ever,Came out of Frank's bunk and got some water then went back into his bunk."That cat is kinda of fat."Gerard said laughing."Hey!"Frank said as he walked on the bus with Mikey."She's isn't fat,She's just fluffy."Frank said and she meowed.I just smiled while shaking my head.In order for everyone to fit on the couch Gerard pulled my into his lap then started to kiss my neck."Woah!PDA bro!"Mikey yelled laughing.I started blushing but Gerard kept kissing up my neck to my jaw then reached my mouth.Frank then giggled.
"I'm going to get some coffee with Mikey.Anywhere else but the couch."Frank said."No promises."Gerard said as he pulled away from me.He then laughed at Mikey's expression."I do NOTneed to know about your sex life man."Mikey said then left with Frank."I have a show later.Are you going?There's an after party!"Gerard said happily."Gerard,Do you know what today is?"I asked him with an eyebrow raised."No,What is it?"He asked me confused."It's August 12th,Yesterday was August 11th.The start of your sobriety."I told him.He smiled."Yeah..."He said,His smiled then faded,"...Shit."He said."What is it Gerard?"I asked him."My arm.I have a show tonight and it's supposed to be hot out.The bandge will show."He said."Gerard,Just take off the bandge off.They won't see the cuts."I told him."But I also have a meet and greet tomorrow."He said then sighed.We then napped and he left for his show.That night Gerard came back onto the bus clean.We fell asleep together,But I didn't dream.I then realized Gerard would be a perfect husband.
*Gerard's P.O.V*
I woke up holding Hayley,I smiled.I tried my best not to wake her as I slid out of my bunk.I then woke up everyone else,except Hayley.She deserved some sleep.I then showered and drank an entire pot of coffee.I have so much to live for now,I can really thank Hayley for that.I then threw on a sweatshirt over a Black Flag t-shirt."Gee,You gotta get your own clothes."Frank said startling me."Hey!These are my pants."I said back."Those's are Hayley's pants!Don't lie!"Frank said then laughed.Brian then got behind the wheel and started to drive.We got to the mall then parked behind back.We rushed off into the mall,What can I say?We love to meet our fans!
We all chose a seat and started on the line that had worked their ways to the front.A shorter girl had worked her way to the front.She had purple and sky blue hair,With brown eyes and she had on a pink tank top with black ripped skinny jeans also had on a green then jacket.She handed me her CD but her jacket sleeve went up and I saw that she cuts on her wrist."You."I said to her."Me?"She asked as if I wasn't talking to her."Yes,You."I said then grabbed my sharpie then took her into a storage closet."Let me see your wrist."I said then she lifted her jacket sleeve up."No excuses,Why did you do that to yourself?"I asked her."Everyone hates me.I had to sneak out here just to be here.No likes me so I thought cutting would get rid of the pain."She told me."Well,It doesn't."I then showed her my cuts.I then kissed her wrist and signed her CD.We walked back and I sat down.Then another girl came up."Gerard,Will you sign my boobs?"She asked me.Frank and Mikey's face was priceless."Uhm,Sorry.My fiance would approve of that."I said laughing.She walked away,sulking.
Things then went by pretty quickly after that.I then went back onto the bus to see that Hayley was awake on the couch,I guess waiting for me.
*Hayley's P.O.V*
I woke up to see that Gerard was gone.He must be at the meet and greet cause everyone one was gone.I then got out of the bunk and showered.I put on a black strech dress,A green plaid shirt that I tied at the bottom,with a pair of black tights and some black boots.I brushed my hair then went and sat on the couch and waited for Gerard.When he walked on the bus we both smiled at each other.We started to talk and drink some coffee."Hey,Are we going to,Y'know live together,When we get back?"He asked me."Sure!Want to move in?"I asked him."Yes!I'm currently living in Mikey's basement."He said.After a couple hours of talking we got into his bunk.But neither of us slept that night.We kept on talking,To my surprise Gerard was way better off without drugs and alcohol,So far.
After today.
There was only one month of touring left.