I'd end my days with you

We stayed there watching the sky until I decided to break the silence with a thought I had. “Frank, you know what?” I said. He turned his head to face me with a curious look on his face. “What, girl?” He said. “You are trying to act like you don’t care about anything but you are just pretending it. I’m sure that when you killed that girl in the mall, it was the first time you killed a human, I could see it on your eyes. Also when you killed Ray’s friend before, your look was saying that you knew that killing people was bad even if they were dickheads.” I said. He looked at me straight in the eyes and then started laughing. “Oh, girl. Just because you are weak that doesn’t mean that everybody around you is weak too.” He said. “I’m not weak and I’m not saying that you are weak, in fact you are one of the bravest people I know. I’m just telling what I think and I’m sure that is the truth.” I said and he sighed. “Alright, girl… What do you prefer the rude answer or the funny one?” He said. “Mm… What is the content of each answer about?” I asked. “Just choose. Rude or funny.” He said. “Okay… I’m going to say… funny, I guess.” I said. “If you think that, I think that you are an alien.” He said. “What?” I asked confused. “An alien that knows everything or that can read minds.” He said. “So, I was right.” I said. “How did you notice that?” He asked. “Well, you said that you lost your girlfriend, knowing that I think you wouldn’t like to end someone’s life.” I explained. “You based that on personal experience, don’t you?” He asked. “What?” I asked confused. “Your boyfriend.” He said. “Maybe…” I muttered. “ We have to take revenge because of what life did to our loved ones.” He said. “Mm… how?” I asked. “We will kill all the zombies that get on our way because they are the ones who took them out of us.” He said. “But we can’t spend the rest of our days killing zombies, we don’t even know the exact ones that k-” I started saying but Frank interrupted me. “Shut your mouth and close your eyes.” He said. “What?” I asked confused. “Do it.” He said. I closed my eyes and stayed in silence. Some seconds later I could guess that Frank was right in front of me, very close to me because I could feel his breathing on my face. Then I could feel that he was getting closer and closer. “Now sleep because your voice is giving me headache.” He whispered and then i couldn’t feel his breathing close to me anymore. I opened my eyes and saw him laying on the floor. “You are an asshole.” I said annoyed. He looked at me confused. “Why? I just told you to sleep.” He said. I sighed and layed down to trying to sleep.”

“Oh my god. You thought he was going to kiss you.” Gerard said and started laughing. “It isn’t funny. I’m sure that you would also have thought that if you were me.” I said annoyed at his laughing. “Well maybe. But when you thought that you didn’t move away. You wanted him to kiss you. Did you love him?” He asked. “Love is a very big word.” I said. “I know. I am going to ask you again. Did you love him?” He asked again. “I wasn’t sure of my feelings.” I said. “Is that a yes?” Gerard asked. “It’s an I don’t know.” I said. “Yeah, sure. Whatever you say.” He said.

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